@Bunniekins my darling Bun, you are more of a sister to me than my own flesh and blood ones. Despite feeling let down by Sane I know I can't walk away from people like you permanently.
I am up and down. Mostly down. My sister is a screwed up narcissist who has turned our other sister, aunt and cousin against me, as well as friends of my dad that I grew close to while I was caring for dad. My own family who live in WA and I grew up with and who have met my sister no more than a handful of times because she's on the east coast have been poisoned by her. She comes up smelling like roses while I have lost most of my paternal family. The friends of my dad had never met my sister and when I made a comment about her I got such a vicious response that now I wonder what the hell she has been saying about me.
On New Years Eve I got a particularly nasty email from my dad's friends and I am still hurting over it.
Why is it that I am the one who bends over backwards for these people only to have them slap me in the face for having the audacity to tell the truth about a toxic sibling...?
I'm so tired of being attacked.