Sorry for the delayed reply @NightFury, mornings get a bit chaotic for me.
I can completely understand how you would feel the anxiety and uncertainty around this. When you've done something for so long it's hard to see how you can be anything without it. You don't have to rush into anything here, take things at your pace and only if it feels right. You never know what the future holds, where you could be a year from now or what you could be doing. But for today just breathe, you've got just over a week left until school holidays and then you can take a much needed break. Keep chatting to your counsellor and working on finding your sense of self cos you truly are more than just a teacher.
I hope the day goes ok for you, take care of yourself and I'm always happy to chat whenever you want to 🩵