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@DownMoreThanUp we are all friendly here and it is one of the only threads that is currently working so it is a busy thread 😄 .

HI EVERYONE!!!

Awesome. Thanks a lot adding me. i hope i can be of support to those hurting life down here, and receive support the times i'm hurting my reality once more.

i like to share a poem i once wrote defining my reality down the dumps.

Summing-up Depressive Mindset.

Devil on my back

So know what you mean @Blackcloud, been there done that so many times.

You know what i found to be much more helpful than chasing those who do not help anything in the long run? This is to ALWAYS give love, compassion, forgiveness, kindness and care to myself hurting life down in my pit. The poor me, so lonely and cut off by a depressive mindset pounding, without succumbing to self pity only ever amplifying my pain, but holding onto the goodness of the love i know, no matter if i cannot feel this goodness at the time.

And so i resisted agreeing with the 'voices' of hopelessness, only ever fuelling more hopelessness, and despair, only ever creating more despair, and sadness only ever increasing the depth of my suffering, holding onto the voice of love and letting love, compassion, kindness and forgiveness for myself dominate my feelings instead.

Made a world of difference over time let me assure you.

i wrote a poem about this process

Feasting My Good Life.

Wicked lies captivated my truth
the truth of my heart and mind
and wound me around their untruth
knotting me out of my own reality
into the dungeons of torture below.

Unable to unravel their cob webs
wicked lies took control of my life
and brought much pain and misery
feasting on my God given good life
at the expense of my own welfare.

Yet when true love light lit up my night
i saw love rule from the clouds of heaven
Seeing wicked lies springing their traps
thinking i was as good as dead
trapped in their nasty web of lies.

Yet the truth of love came alive within,
killing those inner goats great and small,
setting me free from the lies controlling,
giving me back the ability to love true,
and feast good times growing a New Life.

@DownMoreThanUp hi hunny love the poem. very dark which is how bun likes her poetry. welcome to our thread :)xx

@TAB @StuF @Bill16 good morning cool friends, very good tabby re lawyers. Take care. It's hard here. Hope it gets better.

Good Morning @Bunniekins @DownMoreThanUp @TAB @PeppyPatti @StuF

Had a good nights rest woke up in the middle of the night but got 10 hours sleep. Got sciatica yesterday. My back has been screaming. Could have done without it. Hope you are doing ok @TAB with things going on in your life. How is your ear going? Welcome to this thread @DownMoreThanUp and make yourself feel at home here amongst our forum family on this amazing community of ours

Good Morning @SmilingGecko ear is mostly better thanks

No good re back.I just have no endurance. if mowing lawn, or even tidying, back can sieze up. Getting new pain meds in post today lol.

@TAB Thats good your ear isn't causing you trouble. My back goes into a spasm and then I get back pain and shooting pain down the legs. I had it back in May saw a chiro and he used a machine to whirl my back with vibrations to settle the nervous system. Don't know what the machine was it worked for about an hour then the pain came back. $100 later with extras. Could not get to see GP first with health plan. Would have got a number of free visits to chiro through GP health plan

yeah thats not good re back, mines not quite like that @SmilingGecko maybe get a new health plan ?

I'll have to discuss it with my GP @TAB if its possible but have allready used extras insurance. Don't know if I'm entitled. Will look into it tomorrow they may be able to organise something.