i need help

@Bunniekins cute bunny

@Gibbs that is good to know 😄 . im starving i am cooking up a omlette with broccoli and cheese. early dinner. hopefully i will catch you later.

@Bunniekins hope so

@Gibbs did you got to the turkish pide house at the jamieson centre? honestly has the best turkish food ever. a good bottle of pinot and a turkish dinner is heaven. finishing off with turkish dellight yum! what i would do to have some turkish food right now omg!!! i ate a banana for dessert arent i a good girl.

how did your son's team do in the football? was it at manuka oval? thats where i started my marathon all those years ago. i managed one lap then my legs went to jelly. i didnt push it further i didnt want t damage my legs. maybe i should have ...

when my mum and dad would visit they stayed at manuka park apartments. it is beautiful manuka shops but the area is ridiculously expensive.

Bunny

@Bunniekins you are a good girl. Very busy with family things to get there. He won 2-1 he played at Lyneham. Keep these lovely messages coming

@Gibbs well i am having a shower now and then will be death in paradise and then vera. so it might have to wait till later but i have promised myself i will try and sleep because we dont want bun getting sick. a sick bun is a sad thing to behold.

@Gibbs your words " I am very real so it is not imaginary " mean the world to me. i have big changes to make in my life like going to the shops not hiding away in my unit to scared to face the world. my support worker is going to help me. i can do this. i have made steps already like going to cafes and the chemist by myself. After the school holidays when it is quieter i can do this. With your support Gibbs i know i can do this.xx

now it is time for Death in paradise. catch you later.

@Gibbs vera is just about finished and of course i have seen it a million times before! had a lovely morning tea with mum, sis and daughter. we got the only outside table and omg! while i was there a man walked by and i knew him by sight when i was ill at the gym i used to go to. he gave me a friendly smile which was so nice t see that i smiled back. some women were making nasty comments and gave me dirty looks. pple can be nasty sometimes.

i hope you are on soon. am up and about will do some reading and checking to see if by any miracle you are awake,

Bunny

@Gibbshey hope you are sleeping well. i have today totally with just myself and my dutiful daughter. she is a treasure i am so lucky to have her. when are you heading back home? when you do please look out for the idiots on the roads. I have lost weight!!! there are some dresses which are too big for me!! i will have to go shopping 😄

I have a $70 voucher so will have a look now and see what i can buy at ts my fav shop. i will show you what i choose.

oh my support worker says i have to stop being a crazy b around you! i say its hard because i care so much it hurts.

Bunny

@Gibbs okay there is nothing on their site. will just to wait. i didnt read you answers to my manic posts of the other night just felt too embarassed i suppose ... but there was something i wanted to ask is your gym anytime fitness? i had my breakdown there just hit rock bottom and was kicked out. you are like a jigsaw puzzle which i am trying to put together.

when i was psychotic once i went into my kitchen and i could hear all these voices screaming at me like on loud speakers. calling me names etc it was awful. i thought there were cameras in my room watching my every move. same with the computer i was sure i could be seen through its screen.

I am so glad those days are over now since i am on meds.

Bunny