PridieNew Contributor
OCD just makes me feel scared
It’s not even like solely my intrusive thoughts make me scared, but it’s a fear that something bad exists but I don’t what form it even is. The best I can describe it is like when a kid is scared of the dark.
its made me form new compulsions such as blinking my eyes excessively and fast in a short period of time, with my brain and body thinking if I do it just enough I pass the threshold into feeling ok. If I don’t do it “right” or have to end it too soon, my brain just feels like it’s gonna implode