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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Cuddlebear ooohh fluffy socks sound nice and comfy ☺️.

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@Cuddlebear nope no favourites for me, i liked them all too ☺️.

How's Wilbur today?

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@Flutterbug9 Thank you. You are so generous despite feeling down too and experiencing panic.

Loved the hugs. Right back at you.

I just really find it difficult having so many physical sensations from my MH illnesses and my mind goes over how worthless I am and that there’s no hope. Lots of room and worry thoughts. The two together are so overwhelming. No one other than my friends here on forums understand. 😞

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@MissGremlin Wilbur is good he is sitting next to me. I’m not upto going out so he’s just relaxing at the moment.

How is Caspar?

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@Cuddlebear that's ok you don't have to go out, I'm glad Wilbur is there with you ❤️. Give him a pat for me, he's such a good boy ❤️

Casper is good, he's laying on the floor in front of me cos I'm laying on the lounge.

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@MissGremlin I gave him a pat for you. 🙂 He was wagging his tail.

It’s good Caspar is well. Give him pats and cuddles from me.

How are the lovely flowers you received? Have you got them somewhere you can see them?

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@Cuddlebear awwww sweet Wilbur ❤️.

I gave Casper a pat for you, he wagged his tail and rolled onto his back for a belly rub ☺️.

The flowers are so pretty, I see them whenever I go into my kitchen.

 

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Hi @MissGremlin

I'm kind of quiet here today. Things felt heavy...I felt heavy.

I took Luna for a walk and have been to the supermarket. I've been sitting here drawing.

 

@Cuddlebear @AlwaysMyself

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@NightFury it's ok that you've been quiet. I'm sorry things felt heavy and that you felt heavy, sending you hugs sweet ❤️.

Well done for taking Luna for a walk and for going to the supermarket. Your drawing is amazing 😍

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@MissGremlin Beautiful bright flowers which remind me of you. They look so pretty and I’m glad you have them in a part of the house that you can be reminded of how loved and cared for you are.

I love it when they do the belly rub thing! It’s a big sign of trust and affection.

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