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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Images are through now @MissGremlin @Cuddlebear .

I love all 3 - i can see why its a hard choice as to which one first!!

I am of course partial to bears, esp when they remind me of @Cuddlebear .

And the dog also because, well, ive always loved dogs.

There are no bad or wrong choices here!

I'll cast a vote for the bear, because it is sitting on a @MissGremlin clour and is a @Cuddlebear 😊🥰.

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@AlwaysMyself Thank you so much. Wilbur is here. Next to me. My cat is sitting in garden in the sun. My parrot is just playing with her toys.

Though all these fur babies are loving and very supportive today I’m finding it’s not enough. It helps to have Wilbur by my side.

It helps to know you’re here and Dreamy is here.

I need humans and to know there is some hope for me. That somehow there will be better days ahead. I feel so empty and that there’s no hope.

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@MissGremlin These are so cute I really love them. I love my little pony and the golden bow. Will you do some more today?

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@AlwaysMyself oh now I'm torn cos I was leaning towards the bear cos it reminds me of @Cuddlebear but knowing that cuddlebear loves the pony/unicorn one I'm not sure which one to choose.

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There is hope @Cuddlebear , there will be betrer days also ahead. I remember a week ago or a few days i cant remember exactly when (its all a blur to me) that you had a day where you did feel better than you had on other days - i know it is hard to remember and recall these on hard days.

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@MissGremlin How about you do the bear. 🐻 it would be a beautiful gesture.

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@AlwaysMyself Thank you. It’s hard to recal the moments when it shifts a tiny bit. Though it doesn’t last it’s a little sign … It’s so hard to hold onto it. The new year brings an end to my main support at wellbeing local and I’m just terrified. I wish it wasn’t like that. It makes me feel abandoned which I’ve struggled with since childhood. There’s no where else to go.

The forums are truly very good. It’s been rough over these holidays and I know everyone who’s been here has mostly felt the same.

I love how things remind you of Dreamy and I. It’s the same for me.



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@Cuddlebear the bear it is ☺️. I was bored and looking for pictures, I still have a collection of my little ponies from when I was a child.

  

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@MissGremlin It’s so comforting knowing we are here together walking through the darkness and not being alone.

Thank you for being such an amazing friend despite all your battles too.

Im wearing the Mickey Mouse socks my daughter got for me. It’s a nice feeling.

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@MissGremlin @That’s awesome! Just waiting for moderator to approve the pictures!

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