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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Jynx haha Tom and Jerry 😂.

I just got home and now i got a blood nose, like why.

Haha mission impossible was staying there any longer 😂. I needed out, made it home in one song (Lady gaga-just dance) walking around the corner.

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Maybe a ghost punched you @MissGremlin? Which, hey, rude!!

Or maybe a multidimensional battle is taking place on another plane, and someone just laser beamed their enemies into dust and it like... rippled across dimensions....

Idk both seem equally likely!!

For real though that is so rough, I hope it's stopped and that you're not too woozy!! Glad you made it home! Alas, just in time for me to skedaddle! ☹️

I will catch you tomorrow my dear!! May your nose settle, the ads bugger off, and the cosy be all-encompassing 😊 Niiiight! 💜

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@Jynx haha either is a possibility for me 😂.

Awww no, you cannot leave me 😂.

My nose stopped thankfully, I get to sit on my bed shortly. Get to have an iced coffee and maybe do some colouring.

Night night ❤️

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Hello @MJG017, are you doing ok?

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@MissGremlin

Not really. The news yesterday wasn't great. I've booked in to see a clinical psych at a specialist cancer support place. It's been a struggle for a while and i guess it just all catches up with you after a while. All part of the fun i guess.

Thanks for checking in though. Especially as I know how much stuff you're dealing with.

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@MJG017 oh I'm so sorry to hear. Please know I'm always here for you.

Sending you lots of love ❤️

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Thanks @MissGremlin, i appreciate the support. I'm here for you as well.

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Thanks @MJG017. I'm more worried about you and how you are holding up. I'm glad you've been able to book in to see one of the psychs at the cancer place and I hope that is helpful. I wish there was more I could do for you, I hate that you are going through this and that there's no easy fix, it's just not fair.

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@MissGremlin It is what it is and so much is out of my, or anyone's, control. The most frustrating thing is that there is nothing anyone can do. That's why people's support and compassion means so much to me through this. As i'm sure I don't need to tell you, life just isn't fair sometimes. That's why it's so important to support each other. Another thing I definitely don't need to tell you. No wonder my posts are usually so damn long.... saying all these things I don't need to say! 😁

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@MJG017 it's just so frustrating and I hate it. You always have my support and compassion no matter what. I like your long posts or any posts from you. I was trying to find my lip gloss which seems to have disappeared from my bedside table (just a little concerned as things have been moved and it's not anywhere here) anyway I found the little Xmas cracker jokes that I sent to you ages ago, it made me smile and I'm so thankful for everything you have done for me.

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