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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Cuddlebear i made it home. I burst into tears on the way home and they haven't stopped.

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@MissGremlin I am really glad you made it home. I was honestly thinking of you the whole time and trying to send good safe healing vibes to you. I’m really proud of you of actually going to shops. You did something really hard and you succeeded.

Do you have Caspar nearby? We can sit and cry together while cuddling our fur babies and get those emotions out. You are safe at home now. You have me here. You can be yourself here.

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, I'm so sorry that I didn't check in this morning. I woke up with a migraine and my head really isn't in a good space (I'm safe).

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Thankyou @Cuddlebear my sweet. I truly feel so broken 😞. The tears won't stop flowing and all I want is to be held but yet I have noone.

Casper is sitting on a chair next to me, thankyou for being here with me. I just wish things didn't feel so heavy for both of us (I'm safe).

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@MissGremlin I understand wanting to be held physically. I’m holding you virtually. If you wrap your arms around yourself imagine it’s a hug from me? You don’t have to no pressure.

I too wish these days would be bearable for us both. Those days will come. I hold thwt for both of us.

 

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, just checking in with you today ❤️.

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Morning sweet @Cuddlebear, how are you feeling today?

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Hello @AlwaysMyself and @Flutterbug9, how are you both going?

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Morning @MissGremlin

I'm okay. Feeling like everything is too quiet and my emotions are too close to the surface. I don't know how to explain it.

How're things over there?

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@NightFury i hear you sweet, it sounds uncomfortable to be sitting with. Sending you hugs beautiful ❤️.

Things are so incredibly tough and I feel it's only getting worse (I'm safe).

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