Battles

@rav3n i had to make a mad dash to the shops and then the chemist stuffed up and didn't give me a medication back and I can't get back to the shops, thankfully they are getting someone to drop it off cos they will be closed for 2 days now. Trying to remind myself to breathe but honestly why do things just keep happening.

I did try to ask her yesterday but she simply said sorry for me not being able to understand her. So today when she rang I panicked and didn't answer which I'm hoping doesn't result in repercussions. (I'm safe).

I hope you have a wonderful break and thankyou for all your support ❤️

How are you feeling at the moment, lovely? @MissGremlin 🫶

Hello @AuntGlow right now I'm feeling very worried about a certain someone in another thread 😞. That fear of losing another person sits really heavily with me given everything that's happened lately. I'm also so scared about the Christmas break and how I'm going to cope.

How are you going?

@NightFury I completely forgot earlier to say that I love Luna with her new toy, she looks very happy with it ❤️.

How's things over there for you?

I understand why this would be overwhelming for you @MissGremlin.

I have emailed them and I have a feeling they will be back, they just need some time to reconnect with themselves right now. You have supported them beautifully. 🫶

I get that, I know it must seem like a really long time! I will definitely be thinking about you all tomorrow.

Who else could you reach out to over the next week and a half?

I am well, thank you for asking. 🥰

She loves squeaky toys. @MissGremlin they don't last long, usually she rips the squeaker out and then...she doesn't want to play with them any more.

I'm...feeling really emotional. I'm teary. How're things with you over there?

@AuntGlow i just feel bad cos I wasn't able to be there for them over the last couple of days as I was struggling so much myself. I hold so much guilt when I'm not able to support others. Thankyou ❤️.

I only have the forums community to reach out to, there is noone else.

I just worry cos at the moment (and my doctor is aware) i only have the focus on getting through tomorrow and that's going to be a challenge as it is. (I'm safe).

I finished my picture last night so I'm about to start another one.

@NightFury haha awww Casper loves squeaky toys aswell. Some of his don't squeak anymore but only cos he's worn them out 😂.

I hear you sweet, I'm feeling the same way. Things are sitting very heavy at the moment, I'm dreading tomorrow.

Sending you hugs beautiful ❤️.

Hugs @MissGremlin

I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling emotional and teary too. I hope Casper is spending the day with you tomorrow to help you feel held and supported.

Thankyou @NightFury my sweet ❤️.

Yes I'll have Casper with me and I'll be here for anyone that needs support tomorrow.