Battles

Hello @rav3n, I feel extremely fragile and I keep crying. Yesterday I had my doctors appointment but then after my car wouldn't start so I got stuck in the sun while I waited for help. I got badly burnt and ended up feeling really crappy, my head pounding, struggling to breathe and my chest hurting. I need to go to the shops today but I'm not sure my car is going to start and yesterday when I went to the shops I was in tears so I'm really ashamed to show my face there again.

I'm trying so hard to be gentle with myself but honestly I'm holding so much hate and anger towards myself and i don't know how to let it go. I'm safe.

@MissGremlin It’s Ok I want to check in.Thank you for being such a good friend. I’ll be here during this period. Love you too.

Hello @Cuddlebear my sweet, i appreciate you so much and I'll hopefully be able to respond to your post from the other day a little later.

How are you going?

Sending you lots of love and hugs my beautiful friend ❤️

Hi @MissGremlin checkin in on you today.

@MissGremlin No pressure at all for replies. I appreciate you too Dreamy.

Im feeling very terrible Dreamy. It’s a dark place to be and I’m battling through as best I can. Wilbur woke up with an ear infection. I’m beside myself trying to get him treated. Not sure if I’ll be able to get to a vet. Mines not available.

Sending lots of love and hugs right back my beautiful friend.

Hello @NightFury my sweet, I'm here and right now that's enough. (I'm safe).

How's things for you?

I'm glad that you're here @MissGremlin

Yesterday was super heavy and I felt super tired and weighed down. I had a day trying to nap, laying on the couch watching TV and reading.

Today is a little less heavy. I woke up with a headache. I've been out to the supermarket, so Luna and I have lots of food. But it's crazy out there. I had to remind myself to breathe and had to stop for a minute in the middle of a shop because I got dizzy (It's happening sometimes, I think it's the meds).

I've just unpacked my groceries. Luna is playing with a new toy and I am about to make a coffee and put my feet up.

@NightFury I'm sorry that yesterday was super heavy, it sounds like you allowed yourself to do exactly what was needed.

Well done for going to the shops, that's what I'm about to do if my car starts. I went yesterday but had tears so I'm feeling very ashamed to go back again today.

Hoping once I get back from the shops that we might be able to sit and have a cuppa together if you are up for it.

I will hold off on getting a cuppa and will have one when you get back. @MissGremlin I'm looking forward to it.

Oh my sweet @Cuddlebear, I'm sorry you are feeling so terrible, I'll pull up and chair and sit with you beautiful ❤️.

Awww no poor Wilbur, hoping you can get him treated. Hugs to you both ❤️.