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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin only 4 hours? I'm sorry to hear.

The Christmas lunch was actually kind of nice. The food was okay and I didn't hate being there. It wasn't awkward like it has been in the past.

I'm going to tap out and try to get some sleep. Good night, my friend. I hope you find some rest soon too.

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@NightFury it's nothing unusual for me.

I'm really glad to hear that it was kind of nice. It must have been such a relief for it to not feel as awkward as it has in the past.

Night night sweet, hope you can get some sleep. I'll check in with you in the morning ❤️

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, checking in with you this morning ❤️

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Morning @MissGremlin

I'm awake! I need coffee!

Did you get some rest, my friend?

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@NightFury I feel the I need coffee part, this is why I currently have an iced coffee 😋.

Oh I've barely slept but we'll be ok i think, might just need a few extra coffees today 😂.

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Extra coffees sound amazing @MissGremlin

I finally fell asleep at like 1 am or something, woke at 4 am, got up had a wander around the house then went back to bed. I fell back to sleep until 7 am.

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@NightFury we both might need those extra coffees today 😂

i didn't fall asleep until 1.40am but then it was just a restless night. I'm glad you did eventually sleep and that you were able to go back to sleep after you woke up at 4am.

Do you have anything on today sweet?

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Sounds like we both had restless nights @MissGremlin

I don't have a lot on today. Maybe some house work and I was going to give Luna a hair cut and bath, but I'm not sure the weather's great for it. I'll wait and see.

What about you?

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@NightFury it does indeed, hopefully tonight is a better night for both of us.

Glad you don't have alot on today, a bit of housework sounds manageable. If the weather isn't great for giving Luna a hair cut and bath today then that's ok, there will always be another day ☺️.

I have nothing on today at all, I'm sort of feeling like I'm in limbo at the moment.

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I have my fingers crossed for both of us @MissGremlin

This week, I'm really trying to prioritise slowing down and allowing myself time to rest, recover and process the last couple of weeks of work. So...it makes me feel incredibly uncomfortable...like I want to avoid it and fill my days with jobs and things to do.

So, I'm only going to do a couple of jobs around the house and then see what happens with the weather and Luna. As you said, it can wait until tomorrow, if need be.

We could start our Gremlin this afternoon, if you're feeling up to it?

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