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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Mar 2025, 8:19 pm AEDT

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor01 Apr 2025, 5:28 pm AEDT

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@Ru-bee sitting is all i can do, everytime I stand up I almost pass out.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor01 Apr 2025, 5:28 pm AEDT

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@MissGremlin what's wrong hunny? do you want to talk about it? i am happy to just talk about stuff to you if that helps. am here for youxx

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rav3nSenior Contributor01 Apr 2025, 5:52 pm AEDT

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@MissGremlin i've been seeing a lot of cute frog related drawings, thought i'd share this one. have you been doing some colouring today or taking a lil break from them?

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JynxModerator01 Apr 2025, 5:52 pm AEDT

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Bodily woes ay @MissGremlin ? I think I got POTS, I always feel woozy if I stand up too quick!! I'm sorry it's rough for you hun. I'm pulling up a chair, got a coffee on the way, we can sit together this evening 💜

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor01 Apr 2025, 5:55 pm AEDT

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@Jynx @rav3n @Bunniekins @Ru-bee just wanted to say thanks.

I can't talk right now as it's not safe to. I'll try and get back on soon.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor01 Apr 2025, 6:36 pm AEDT

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Thanks @rav3n, love the pic. Haven't been able to do any today but might do some tonight.

@Jynx I'm really sick of going through this sh!t, I don't know how much more i can take. Why can't these people just leave me alone 😞

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor01 Apr 2025, 6:40 pm AEDT

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@Jynx it's such a horrible feeling. There's a few things it could be Pots is one, there's also low blood pressure (hypotension). I've struggled all my life with it, whenever I stand up i almost pass out but I also can't stand for long periods of time.

Need to somehow keep myself tethered to this world tonight.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor01 Apr 2025, 6:46 pm AEDT

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Thanks @Bunniekins. There's alot going on for me at the moment. Yesterday I was physically and sexually assaulted in a random attack so I'm still really shaken up about that. My heart is playing up at the moment (it sits at about 160bpm for hours or days) so my whole body is struggling, yes i should be in hospital but it's just not an option at the moment. I've been having abuse screamed at me most days lately which is really starting to get to me.

I'm trying so hard to just keep pushing through but I keep getting knocked down and each time it's harder to get back up.

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rav3nSenior Contributor01 Apr 2025, 6:49 pm AEDT

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very fair @MissGremlin for tonight, we're all here with you. sitting together for a... virtual tea party? idk if anyone can think of something better than tea party, go for it hehe!!

and @Jynx and i got our magnets to keep ya sitting down with us.

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JynxModerator01 Apr 2025, 6:50 pm AEDT

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@MissGremlin so frustrating hey, like 'oh cool this regular-as movement has me out here getting tunnel vision, love that journey for me!!'

I got a giant elastic band, will that help? Then if you get too floaty it will go SPROING and bring you zooming back!

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