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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hello beautiful @Shaz51, The Santa Clause 2 is on now.

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morning @MissGremlin @heartathome

hey i cant meditate at all i had a psychologist say this session i thought would be a good idea to meditate.

second time i saw this guy i said bullshit if you cant be f#$$#d ill just leave now if i wanted to sit still with my eyes closed for an hr i wouldnt drive 20min to do it.

thats last time i went there and closest i got to meditation outside of that thing on matts in a group when get body in wierd positions.

i should off said dont worry what its called the only instruction he gives is dont is dont listen while operating machinery and be in a comfortable position i just have phone playing beside me when brains keeping me up anyway and always asleep before it finishes just from his tone and cadence burt yeah not everythings for everyone 😁

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sorry your struggling at @MissGremlin @NightFury

good to know your safe dreamy

@heartathome animal was my favourite then the chef then the twins

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Hello @REDLINEZ750. It just shows that we are all different and what works for one may not work for another. I'll give you that his voice is very soothing in a way. I prefer music to listen to and find that relaxing in itself even if it's a bit of drum and bass 😂.

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my support on blink \

if ever want watch a movie to pull heart strings watch Powder its old and nothing do with drugs its more about what the world does to what its afraid of or simply doesnt understand even if its beautiful and harmless and looking back with same fear only with love not the hatred of people show him.

diversity. its a thing 🤔

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My psychiatrist told me it's not what I say but how I say it @REDLINEZ750 😆 Your bluntness makes me laugh. I shouldn't but it does sound funny to me. Maybe it reminds me of myself. I've been called blunt before. Now I'm called straight down the line. At least people know where they stand with me! I can't use my sarcasm on here, though as it could be misinterpreted.

It's either yoga or twister that you're talking about trying! 😂 💛

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hello @heartathome

finally caught up to you!

the days just flying with this heat and doesnt help i got up around 11 hehehe

how was your day i hope werent overly tired after late night i hope to cross paths tonight and i think this post im responding to is few hrs old so im sorry if im asking what im going to see posted already this is my button (arrow pointing down)

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, how are you going?

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Hey @MissGremlin I'm curled up in bed, trying to read.

I've had such a rough day.

How are you?

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@NightFury awww sweet, I'm sorry to hear but I'm glad you are curled up in bed with a book.

Today has been so crappy, I was hoping to start the new medication tonight. I went to the chemist and picked it up, told them I wanted the original brand not the cheap one and she acknowledged me and wrote it down. When I got home I realised that she'd given me the wrong ones so now I can't start it and have to try to sort it out tomorrow cos they were already closed by the time I realised. It really feels like another setback and it's rather frustrating.

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