FORUMS

Connect with people who understand what you are going through, seek advice and surround yourself with support. We're free, anonymous, and professionally moderated 24/7.

  • 47,612Members
  • 1,358,869Posts
  • 1,400,000Visitors
Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

13205 replies

7,151 - 7,160 of 13,205

In response to: Battles

Re: Battles

It was good @MissGremlin I like talking to this counsellor. She makes me feel more hopeful. It was my last EAP counselling session, but she suggested that we extend it to give me some more appointments, which I was sooo grateful for. I need supports that I connect with, and she is one of them. I can't do supports that disappear at the moment.

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@NightFury I'm so glad that she makes you feel hopeful and that you've got that option to have some more appointments. I completely understand, it's a sense of stability that's very much needed when we are struggling so much already.

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

There's an element of that I think @MissGremlin

and I'm really careful with who I connect with. I don't trust, so if I'm going to open up, I need to work on that trust with someone consistent.

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@NightFury that's so understandable. Sorry for the delayed reply, my email notifications aren't always working.

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

No need to apologise @MissGremlin never a need to apologise.

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@NightFury I've finally just sat on my bed, I am feeling rather overwhelmed at the moment. I'm gonna see if I can do some of my colouring.

How are you going over there sweet?

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

I'm feeling kind of anxious @MissGremlin.

My head is tired, my anxiety is making my body feel wired.

I'm thinking about curling up in bed too.

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

@NightFury i hear you sweet, curling up in bed sounds like a lovely idea. Hoping the anxiety will settle soon so you can get some sleep. Gentle hugs beautiful ❤️.

In response to: Battles

Re: Battles

No worries @MissGremlin! Didn’t need a reply anyway was just saying a late goodnight as just was thinking of you and hoped you were getting some rest 🫶

Take care and talk soon just popping by super briefly ☀️🌈

In response to: Re: Battles

Re: Battles

Thankyou @Chasingsunsets, hope you have a lovely evening ❤️

7,151 - 7,160 of 13,205