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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin 'brain is just not braining' yep that is such a mood haha. Placing one piece is still progress though!!

Do you listen to tunes while you puzzle over your pieces?

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@AuntGlow i just did my dishes but that's not exactly something I enjoy doing. I can't really think right now but I'm trying to start my bedtime routine.

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@Jynx it really is such a mood 😂. At this rate with the puzzle i might be finished by next Christmas 😂.

I have music playing 99% of the time ☺️

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@AuntGlow , have not done much at all , with this rotten flu

Hoping it goes away soon

Feeling like I want to get me back but not sure how , hope this makes sense 🤔

@tyme , @MissGremlin , @NightFury ,

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Nothing wrong with taking your time to enjoy the process @MissGremlin!! 😋

Aww @Shaz51 it's hard being so unwell, makes me feel disconnected from myself at times too. You'll get there hun 💜

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@Jynx this is true. Plus I don't mind staring at stitch 😂.

I know you'll be hopping off soon so wanted to wish you a lovely week ☺️.

If you get a chance before you hop off I could do with some squishy hugs please.

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Oh, I missed this notification! @MissGremlin

I am so sorry.

How did starting your bedtime routine feel? And what does that look like? 🥰

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@AuntGlow it's ok.

I was very much looking forward to bedtime tonight so was keen to start the routine. It's just a matter of me taking Casper out, doing my teeth and hair, making my iced coffee etc. Now that I'm in bed though I'm feeling anxious about trying to get some sleep and about my appointments that I have with a counsellor both tomorrow and Tuesday.

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Hey @MissGremlin

How's the morning treating you so far?

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, the morning has been stressful. I just had a shower and I'm about to curl up on my lounge for a bit.

How are you feeling?

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