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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Sorry to hear you've woken up feeling like you want to cry and struggling with big throughts and feelings @MissGremlin but I'm glad to hear that you're safe and working on your puzzle.

I had to shake off the couch potato vibes today and go to Kmart for clothes to wear to my job interview tomorrow. And when I got home, I wanted to return to the couch, but had jobs to do. I'm just sitting in the loungeroom with the TV on in the background, thinking about a lot of things.

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Hi there @AuntGlow it's good to see you.

I've been unwell and incredibly emotional. I've been attached to my couch for the last couple of days but I had to go out today and human.

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@NightFury good luck with the job interview tomorrow sweet ❤️. Well done for going to kmart to get clothes to wear and getting your jobs done. I managed to find the motivation to fold up the washing earlier and then I cleaned off my kitchen bench. Sending you hugs sweet ❤️

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@MissGremlin my support button has gremlins again.

Well done to you too on folding the washing and on getting the kitchen bench clean. I have washing waiting for me to fold too that I've just dumped on the lounge.

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🥺 Looks like you both could use a big virtual hug today. Know that I am sending one your way. 🫶 @NightFury @MissGremlin

@MissGremlin Thank you for letting me know where you're at. I am glad to know you are safe and have your cuppa and puzzle at the ready. What else might you need right now?

@NightFury I am sorry to hear you are still feeling sick... it can feel so vulnerable, can't it? What are you noticing is coming up for you today? Also good on you for resting and slowing down.

As for me... I MC'd a wedding yesterday haha that might be a new side hustle of mine. Watch this space. 👀

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@NightFury oh not those gremlins again.

Thankyou sweet ❤️.

I hate folding washing, it feels like such a task. It'll be there when you're ready to fold it, just go easy with yourself.

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@AuntGlow thankyou for the virtual hug ❤️.

I'm not sure, really battling with these thoughts in my head at the moment. It's exhausting. I tried to make something to eat before but I've had no appetite since starting this medication.

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I MC'd a wedding yesterday ---- ohh wow @AuntGlow , how was it

hello and hugs @MissGremlin , @NightFury , just brought in my washing

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Thankyou beautiful @Shaz51 ❤️

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Wow! You MC'd a wedding @AuntGlow it feels like such an honour to be involved in someone else's special day. I was the photographer at my brother's wedding a couple of years ago.

I'll tag you in a few posts from the weekend over on my thread. Hopefully it'll explain a little of what's been coming up for me.

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