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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Mar 2025, 8:19 pm AEDT

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor31 Mar 2025, 11:42 am AEDT

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@Ru-bee glad to hear you are good. I'm really not in a good space this morning.

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Ru-beeModerator31 Mar 2025, 11:58 am AEDT

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Oh no, I'm sorry to hear @MissGremlin anything that you want to talk about?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor31 Mar 2025, 11:59 am AEDT

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@Ru-bee just really angry and frustrated at myself right now for losing control.

Guess everything just got too much and something had to give.

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Ru-beeModerator31 Mar 2025, 12:20 pm AEDT

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When did you feel you lost control @MissGremlin? Are you safe at the moment?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor31 Mar 2025, 12:22 pm AEDT

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@Ru-bee just before and now. I'm safe though, have just resorted back to an unhelpful coping mechanism.

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Ru-beeModerator31 Mar 2025, 12:41 pm AEDT

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Okay @MissGremlin, I'm glad you're safe. It's understandable to start to feel out of control when we've got so much going on around us! That doesn't take away from all the amazing work you've been doing lately to care for yourself ❤️

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor31 Mar 2025, 12:45 pm AEDT

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@Ru-bee i have a doctors appointment at 12.30pm and I don't want to even go, I don't see a point anymore. Things just keep adding on top of everything else that's already going on and I really can't take it anymore.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor31 Mar 2025, 1:04 pm AEDT

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@Ru-bee i shouldn't have chosen to go. Something just happened and I'm not ok.

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Ru-beeModerator31 Mar 2025, 1:13 pm AEDT

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Sitting with you @MissGremlin Are you okay to keep connecting on here or do you think you need some more immediate support, like from a helpline, SANE or lifeline maybe?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor31 Mar 2025, 1:15 pm AEDT

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Thanks @Ru-bee. Here is fine for now. I'm just really shaken up right now, feel like i have a big target on my head saying physically and sexually assault me 😞

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