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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hey lovely @MissGremlin @AuntGlow just wanted to make sure I passed on that she's finished up for the day and didn't want to have left you hanging

Glad you've have gorgeous Casper there to snuggle with today while you're going through this

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@MissGremlin I had an increase in SH when I started my meds, but it lessened with a bit of time. And now, I think the SH is less. I don't know if that helps. It might be something to talk to your GP about if you're worried or it's becoming challenging to manage.

It sounds like a really hard day for you today. Sitting with you.

What kind of cuppa are you having?

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Hello @Ru-bee, thankyou for letting me know ❤️.

I'm glad to have Casper with me and the community here aswell 😊.

How are you going?

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@NightFury it just scares me cos of what happened in February after trying a new medication where it sent me into a psychotic episode and an attempt was made. I'm just being careful and paying close attention to how I feel and I'll reach out for help if I need to.

Thankyou sweet ❤️.

I'm having a French vanilla latte but I'm struggling to drink it, i have no appetite and things taste funny.

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I lost my appetite too when I first started @MissGremlin it can be a side effect.

I totally understand being afraid and you're totally allowed and encouraged to keep an eye on how they're making you feel.

I'm having a camomile, vanilla and honey tea.

I'm all achey and I lit the woodhearter because I can't seem to regulate my temperature at the moment. Damn bugs!

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Hey @NightFury @MissGremlin !

@NightFury Sorry to hear you aren't well

@MissGremlin Hope you feel better with the meds soon

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Hello @tyme, thankyou 😊.

How are you going?

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I'm good @MissGremlin 🙂 had a lovely virtual picnic with the team today which was nice. Working remotely its always nice when we can get together online like that

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@NightFury i just hate how there's so many side effects and I know it can be a matter of waiting things out and then the meds usually start to help, but it's just frustrating and scary.

Your cup of tea sounds very soothing and I think much needed given how you are feeling.

I've been really warm this afternoon despite the fact that it's cool and raining here at the moment. Hoping the bug leaves you soon sweet, sending you healing hugs ❤️.

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@Ru-bee glad to hear that you are good and that virtual picnic sounds lovely 😊.

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