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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I will lol

Bhahahah you collecting stitch pictures. I can imagine your phone full off stitch 😂

Ohh nice a day hiding inside 😂 would be nice.

@MissGremlin day is going ok I guess there's still more hours to get through 😂

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@MissGremlin Yay I’m so glad you were able to take Caspar for a walk today. It doesn’t matter it was shorter the thing is you did it and that’s what matters. Now you can enjoy a snuggle and movie together.

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@MissGremlin Thank you for being so loving and caring despite the fact you are going through a really tough time.

It must have been really scary to go into a psychotic episode thwt then resulted in an attempt. I’m so very sorry it happened Dreamy I truly am. I am honestly very glad you are with us Dreamy. I can understand the fear the tapering also had SI as a possible side effect. I’m safe I’m just saying I hear you and I am really hoping for you thwt this medicine doesn’t do any of that for you and as I’m sure you know each medicine has only possible side effects so I really am praying that for you it won’t be like that.

I know it took a lot of strength and I am very very proud of you. Telling your doctor was the right thing to do and you should be very proud of yourself for doing so. I’m also really glad you have a friend who is helping and supporting you. You deserve that Dreamy. These medicines do take some time to work. Like you said take it one day at a time. It takes a bit of time for our bodies to adjust. You’ve got the strength to get through this. You’ve got your doctor, friend is here and beautiful Caspar too. So please don’t feel alone.

Thank you for the encouragement. I’m trying to do the best I can. I don’t even know what to do to lift myself as things thet work when I’m better do not work now. My GP just wants me to go quickly but my body can’t tolerate it. He said the brutal withdrawal is normal and he’s not worried about it because it’s what he expected.

I hope the Caspar snuggle and movie are helping.

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, how are you feeling?

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Hi @MissGremlin

I am super tired this afternoon. How are you holding up over there?

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@NightFury i hear you sweet. Things have been crashing a bit and I have a headache, I've taken pain relief and I'm just connecting with the community. Would you like to have a cuppa with me?

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I would love to, if you feel like you're up to it. @MissGremlin I boiled the jug a couple of hours ago and never got around to making myself one.

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@NightFury i would love to 😊. I'm going to have an iced coffee as it's been warm here today.

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Can you send some of your warmth my way, please? I'm freezing @MissGremlin

An ice coffee sounds yummy. I love ice coffees on warm, sunny days.

I'm going to have a caramel latte.

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@NightFury awwww I'd gladly send

some warmth your way if I could ❤️.

Yes iced coffees are perfect for warm days.

Ooohhh a caramel latte sounds delicious 😋

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