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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thankyou @NightFury ❤️.

Tomorrow I was hoping to just relax but the meat that i got today is opened so now I have to head back to the shops tomorrow to replace that.

What's your plans for tomorrow?

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Hopefully it'll be a quick in and out trip to the shops for you tomorrow @MissGremlin

I'm hoping for a big rest day tomorrow. Not sure how I'll go with it, but my body needs it.

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@Jynx tomorrow is hopefully a rest day after I've been to the shops to replace the meat that I got today that was open.

Casper is doing well.

How was your week?

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@NightFury i really hope so.

I hear you and I hope you can get some good rest in, you deserve it ❤️.

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I feel bad about taking a rest day with everything I have on and everything I have to do @MissGremlin

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@NightFury I hear you sweet but the things that you have on and need doing are they urgent or can they wait? If we don't allow ourselves a rest day occasionally we risk burning ourselves out. Like yesterday I had both washing and dishes to do, I was exhausted and knew I needed to pick the most important and leave the other until today, so I did the dishes yesterday and the washing today. I know it's hard to leave things, believe me i had to fight myself to leave the washing but I had already pushed myself so much yesterday and something had to give.

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@NightFury it is super frustrating hey - refreshing the page can work sometimes, and it also helps to clear your browser cache/cookies!

Also I am with @MissGremlin - you do not ever need to 'earn' rest. It is essential!

@MissGremlin yay Casper! Hehe

I'm alright, still in cleaning mode haha. Probably inhaled a lotta dust over the last 48 hours 😅

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They're not urgent @MissGremlin they can wait.

I had a rental inspection this week and my house was cleaned and tidied for that, so really...the household tasks can wait for a little while.

@Jynx I am in desperate need of a little time to rest. I have been in a state of exhaustion all week and was feeling run down and icky yesterday and I'm getting frustrated by all of the commitments I have to maintain...which is a sign that I need a break.

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@Jynx Casper is always good, i mean what more could he want in life. He has an abundance of noisy squeaky toys, balls, teddies and yummy food especially his favourite being carrots 😊.

Ugh inhaling dust is the worst, or when it gets up your nose and then you have to blow it out 😂. I did my dishes, washing and cleaned my toilet today and I have another load of washing to go tomorrow. Ahhhh those adulting chores never stop, still haven't found the magic wand that i can wave to get them all done 😂.

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@NightFury then let them wait. Allow yourself a much needed rest my sweet, you've done so much lately and now it's time to listen to your body and take a day for yourself ❤️.

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