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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hope your day treats you well @MissGremlin

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Thankyou @NightFury my sweet. I hope you have a good day too ❤️.

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Morning @MissGremlin @NightFury

Stopping by to say a quick hello before I bounce off the forum and back this evening 🙏

Dreamy, how did Monday go with the new psych? Or was that Tuesday and I have lost track of my days? Lol 🤪.. Hope your tooth is feeling ok! 🙏

What’s on for you both today?

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Morning @Chasingsunsets, I had an appointment with my counsellor on Monday but the new one i don't talk to until the 18th i think. I've already been told that the service isn't for me but they are trying to help to find the right support. My tooth is really sore today and I've tried multiple times to get through to the number that might be able to help with the cost of the dentist with no success.

I've just laid down on my lounge with Casper. I'm not feeling ok today in many ways (I'm safe).

I hope you have a lovely day.

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Ah @MissGremlin that sucks about your tooth. If you have a hospital near buy they might be able to give you a numbing needle for that nerve? Not a fix but a break from the discomfort, had just been googling some options for ya.

So the new counsellor/service has said service isn’t the right fit? How are you feeling about that?

how was Mondays appt with your existing counsellor?

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@Chasingsunsets I'll reply later to this. I just want to rest right now, I'm sorry.

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That’s completely fine @MissGremlin, sorry you aren’t feeling great. I hope Casper is giving the best hugs, thinking of you 🙏

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Thankyou @Chasingsunsets ❤️. Going to hospital isn't an option at this stage, but thankyou for the suggestion.

The type of support I need is complex due to my history. It was hurtful to hear but they are actually trying to help me find the right support rather than just giving up on me like every other service has done. I still have those fears that it's like empty promises and they'll leave me but I'm trying to not let those thoughts take over.

Mondays appointment was ok but it was emotionally draining and then to have to hear that the service wasn't for me whether it be the current counsellor or the new therapeutic one, it just added to everything.

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Hey @MissGremlin, fair enough re hospital 😬, just knew that could be a free/non cost option but definitely hear what you are saying. I wouldn’t want to go there either 😜

It’s tough to hear that a service won’t take you on board, you are definitely not alone with those experiences. I understand what that feels like. It sounds positive though that they are going to help you find the right support for you! So that’s something we can hold onto right 🤞

What are you up to for the evening?

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Hellooo @MissGremlin!

Wow, what a throwback - so very nostalgic.

I hear you; my memory isn't so good either. I am sure it's there in your subconscious mind. 🪄🧙‍♂️

How are you feeling today? Did you call the dentist at all? (It's okay if you didn't) 💛

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