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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Mar 2025, 8:19 pm AEDT

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor04 Nov 2025, 5:01 pm AEDT

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@NightFury a French vanilla latte for me 😊.

Oh you definitely need a snack, hopefully you can find something yummy.

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NightFurySenior Contributor04 Nov 2025, 5:04 pm AEDT

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@MissGremlin I did find something yummy - a slice of choc raspberry brownie.

What have you been up to today?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor04 Nov 2025, 5:08 pm AEDT

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@NightFury oohhh yummy 😋.

I had the electrician here to change some old fluorescent lights to new led ones. I got really triggered when I went through an old phone and found messages from my so called father. So I ended up curling up on my lounge with Casper for a bit while I had lots of tears. (I'm safe)

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NightFurySenior Contributor04 Nov 2025, 5:11 pm AEDT

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Sounds like a bit of a rough day @MissGremlin I'm glad you're safe and had Casper there with you. Our doggas give the best cuddles.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor04 Nov 2025, 5:13 pm AEDT

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@NightFury they really do give the best cuddles and Casper loves to snuggle 😊. How's Luna, i bet she was excited to see you when you picked her up.

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NightFurySenior Contributor04 Nov 2025, 5:21 pm AEDT

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She's good. My Dad said that she's been a really good girl @MissGremlin

She loves going to their house and she really loves my Dad. They have two small dogs (shitzu's) and it's nice for her to have their company. But she still gets very excited when I pick her up. She's very attached to her Mum.

The real estate knows she lives here with me and she's allowed to be here, but I have trust issues and my biggest fear is something happening to her. I don't trust anyone else, except my family, to look after her. So, she gets to spend the day with my Dad when anything needs to happen here and I can't be home.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor04 Nov 2025, 5:41 pm AEDT

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@NightFury awww of course she's been a good girl and I'm glad she enjoys spending time with your Dad and the other 2 doggies. Sounds like you and Luna share a very strong bond ❤️.

Oh I hear you, I'm the same and don't trust anyone with Casper.

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NightFurySenior Contributor04 Nov 2025, 5:44 pm AEDT

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How's Casper going with his walks? And how's your puzzle going? @MissGremlin

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor04 Nov 2025, 5:47 pm AEDT

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@NightFury Casper loves his walks. The puzzle is haven't really done much of lately. My focus hasn't been there for it.

Oh I forgot to say that I loved the Lego Hei hei 😊

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NightFurySenior Contributor04 Nov 2025, 5:52 pm AEDT

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The Lego Hei Hei is pretty cool @MissGremlin

And that's okay, you'll get back to it when you're ready.

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