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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I have big emotions at the moment and I don't know what to do with them @MissGremlin and my thoughts are all swirly. I'm trying not to spiral.

I'm sorry to hear that you have someone who is going to be in your space for the day. That always feels awkward and uncertain and it means that you can't relax and just be. I hear how exhausting today will be for you.

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@NightFury i hear you sweet. Would it be helpful to ring a helpline at the moment, just to have someone to sit with? I'm here with you too, you are not alone ❤️.

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Good morning @AuntGlow The spaghetti bolognaise was as eccentric as my partner. I never know quite what I'm going to get! 😆 It's always good food though. I haven't done much since I've been here. Been to the beach a couple of times and had a coffee, otherwise resting and catching up on the threads here. It's nice just to be with him for a while. I've enjoyed my time here. It's not often that we catch up these days. I'm being picked up this afternoon to take me to my son's, where my car is. I might stay the night depending what time we get there as I don't drive at night anymore. I hope you have a lovely day, Aunt!

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I don't really have opportunity to do that right now @MissGremlin

I've just dropped Luna off at my Dad's, so she's safe and happy and out of the way of the real estate and I'm heading to work.

I'm safe for now.

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@NightFury ok sweet. I will check in with you throughout the day. Sending you hugs beautiful ❤️.

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Hi there NightFury!

I can hear how big those emotions are right now and it sounds like they are feeling quite overwhelming to continue sitting with.

Feeling like you have to try hard not to spiral when your thoughts are all swirly can be really challenging to sit with.

I can see how you are fighting for yourself right now, and I want to acknowledge the strength in reaching out on the forums for some support in doing this. You are not alone!

It is great to hear that you are heading off to work and are safe right now.
If your situation changes, or you find yourself wanting a bit of extra support in staying safe, please don't hesitate to reach out to a helpline.

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Samaritans: 135 247

If in immediate danger: 000

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i know right @AuntGlow @heartathome i burn toast but its mainly due to being such a Fine specimen of man the woman love to feed me till they realise the novelty is not an act and im not growing up but its ok i have a lot of tables im wellcome at in between new ones.

says the guy with a body count of single numbers 🤣 🙈🙉🙊

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wait its not the witcher in the witcher?

thats not a new series thats just wrong!

im joining the bring back gerald campaign @NightFury

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, hope the day is going ok for you. Sending you hugs ❤️.

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i found these for you @MissGremlin @NightFury saved in cloud from 2015 back that i saved

@PeppyPatti @Mustang67 @Chasingsunsets @heartathome @AuntGlow @Appleblossom @ENKELI

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