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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Oohhh yay think my support button abilities are coming back 😂. Tested my patience that’s for sure and I’m not that patient 🤭 a good 12 hours of learning patience 😂😂😂

Oh I’ll have to look for those French vanilla ones in the shop when I go next! I am interested to give them a go!

Haha rather helpful you are a night owl but if ever you are tired and want bed just flick me a msg that’s totally fine!!
I think I should go to bed within the next t half hour I think first day of the work week so don’t want to end up too tired lol.


yeassss I agree they always get rid of the good stuff! Sucks right! Slightly off topic but I like there particular sunnies and now they discontinued them! I am like “no you didn’t 😂” I knew this awhile ago and now I want another pair and they are sold out 🤯😎. Not life ending but so annoying lol. So def feel ya!


nah yeah doesn’t sound good your tooth and credit to you you even tried clove oil my mate said it doesn’t taste very nice.

I wonder if you have a plan for this tooth? 😬

I know when I needed something done one time they just helped me with a payment plan. But sucks, I hate the dentist then the cost doesn’t make it any easier going there 🫣

Omggg Casper!! Haha that ball too!! So spiky 🤣. Love it!! He is lucky i dont let Indi have many loud toys lol!! Lucky she’s a ball girl anyway but would just love to lie down and bite on a squeaky toy lol.

Yeah it’s unbareaball 😆- she’s thinking so, as I am not throwing them as too late 😅

sorry for the rather large msg always have good intentions of smaller msgs 🤣🤣

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@Chasingsunsets haha that support button tests everyone's patience 😂.

Here's a pic of the ones that I get 😊.

 

I am going to try to get some sleep once I've finished replying to your post 😊. I have a phone call with my counsellor tomorrow morning and it's going to be a bit of an emotional roller-coaster i think.

Oh that so sucks that they discontinued them. It honestly drives me nuts cos it's always the good things or the things that are popular.

Clove oil definitely doesn't taste nice but it at least helps a bit. The plan for my tooth, well I have to ring a place to try and get help to cover the dentist appointment but if they can't help then there's not much I can do. I can't even do a payment plan cos I physically don't have the money to pay it off.

Haha Casper loves anything that makes noise and he will come right up next to you with it and be as loud as possible 😂. I mean it's my own fault, I see a new toy realise it squeaks and think ooohhh Casper would love that so I get it for him, then I deal with the consequences of my actions 😂.

If i give Casper tennis balls he just pops them then rips all the fluff off them 😂.

I shall say night night now, hope to chat to you again soon ❤️.

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Night @MissGremlin! I’m off to sleep too! I’ll reply tomorrow 🙂

I hope the call with the counsellor goes well tomorrow. Definitely thinking of ya. I should be around late morning arvo unless I sleep in way too long. But I hope to be up in the morning.

Take care and get a good nights sleep 🫶

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he popped up my youtube @heartathome im going through forum now and sorry i been absent i will get to anything i missed this is first unread, are you home yet i wonder, surely it hasnt been 10 days?

i lost time im still maintaining my small goals though and today is day 22

hope your enjoying life

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hope your getting through as good as you can @MissGremlin caspers a good companion might be 10pm was he needed to cheer mum up with the wonderful sound of squeeky toy because it always bring joy hahaha

toothache and earache two pains cant ignore im sorry you have it & hope a fix is close

@Chasingsunsets if thats a rant a just want to say eeeeeeeeeeek and thank all of you for perservering with my rambling rants, if you saw me communicate in person you would be shocked at how expressionless i am and how little i speak 😁 thats truth too!

so grateful i found your thread chasing sunsets as its where my sane foundation and family started and i look forward to catching up on everyones highlights!

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Thankyou @REDLINEZ750, Casper always knows when mum needs cheering up just sometimes he needs to have a quieter toy to do so 😂.

Both those pains are horrible that's for sure. Hoping i can get it fixed somehow.

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Good to see you again, @REDLINEZ750 ! 💚 Don't worry about being absent, my friend, although you have been missed! Congratulations on your 22nd day! 🤗

 

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Hello @Chasingsunsets @NightFury @Shaz51 @heartathome @REDLINEZ750 @AuntGlow and anyone else that's around.

Who's up for a cuppa?

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I'm kind of here @MissGremlin just having a big cry. I've just finished a chat with a helpline. I'm safe...just emotional.

I'm cradling a freshly made vanilla latte. Happy to join you, we can keep each other company.

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@NightFury i hear you sweet, I'm glad you are safe. I'm more than happy to chat or just sit with you in this moment. You are not alone, sending you hugs beautiful ❤️

I'm having a French vanilla latte.

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