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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Morning @MissGremlin, I hope you were able to get a bit of sleep and your headache has improved 🙏

Yeah I am hoping the landlord with be proactive in fixing it, generally he isn’t too fast so we will see. Look forward to one day having my own place 😇

Baha it better be clean water 🤣 it’s the water toliet pipe so surely right?? 🤣🤣. Wish I was more handy but I don’t want to try fixing it then end up flooding the whole place 🤣🤣🤣

What’s on for you today? How is Casper in storms is he ok?

I hope everyone has a lovely day it’s been so nice chatting 🙏

@Jynx @Shaz51 @NightFury @AuntGlow

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Hello @Chasingsunsets, sorry for the very late reply. I avoided my own thread today 😂.

My headache went away although sleep was hard to come by. I did try to nap during the day but no such luck with a brain that goes a million miles an hour 😂.

How did you go with getting the toilet fixed, surely that would be a pretty urgent job you would think? Some of the issues with my house which are safety concerns still haven't been fixed but yet I've been reporting them for 4 years if not longer.

Haha yes it should be clean water. I think I'd be the same if I tried to fix something like that, I'd totally make it worse 😂.

I hope you have had a good day 😊

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Haha all good @MissGremlin I was asleep most of the day anyway ☺️

I hope you can have a better sleep tonight 🙏

Oh no luck with the toilet water pipe yet, when it involves costs the other way it generally takes awhile so lucky I can just turn the water off at the wall. Very annoying though.

Yeah I have visions of like a broken fire hydrant waterfall in my house or if I attempted to fix it hahha 🤭😅

Hmmm you have me wondering of your new sock purchases now haha. Hope your day has been better this evening 🙏

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, just checking in with you to see how you are going ❤️

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Hey @MissGremlin

I am awake and have just gotten to work. I'm exhausted and not sleeping well, so I'm a bit...fragile.

My clothes are getting to me. Sensory issues coming up today. How are you?

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@NightFury well done for getting to work. I'm sorry to hear that you aren't sleeping well and I can understand feeling fragile.

I hear you with the sensory issues, I'm getting overwhelmed by noise today and Casper keeps getting in my face which isn't helping.

I hope today goes quickly for you sweet, I'm around all day so I'll check in every now and then if you like? Sending you hugs ❤️.

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Thanks @MissGremlin I'm generally okay while I'm at work, because it keeps me busy. It's just before and after.

It's going to be one of those days, sensory wise. I can already feel the overload coming on.

Hugs, my friend. I hope today treats you well.

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@NightFury that sensory overload is tough, I hope you can find something to help you regulate throughout the day sweet ❤️.

Thankyou ❤️

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, just thought I'd check in with you again 😊. Hope the day has been ok ❤️.

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Hi @MissGremlin the work day is almost done. Only 5 minutes left and no staff meeting tonight, which there normally is on a Tuesday.

The day hasn't been horrible. I've had lots of sensory issues as we talked about this morning...mainly to do with my clothes annoying me and me being itchy and feeling squirmy.

I really want to have an early night tonight because, I just feel flat and exhausted.

How's your day been so far?

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