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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury I'm not sure how to answer that but I'm safe and I'm keeping myself distracted.

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Hugs @MissGremlin

Sitting with you, my friend.

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Thankyou my sweet @NightFury ❤️.

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Hello @Jynx, I'm feeling swamped by the whole adulting thing today. You know bills, cooking, cleaning, keeping a car on the road etc. Sitting with SI (I'm safe) so I've been doing my best to keep busy.

How are you going?

@Shaz51 this one beautiful ❤️

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Oh that adulting really weighs heavy hey @MissGremlin - feeeeel that!

Glad you're doing what you need to keep safe hun. Community has your back, hey @Shaz51? 💜

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@Jynx it really does.

I'm feeling rather insignificant at the moment.

 

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Hey @MissGremlin, no worries re missing posts I manage to miss some too 🤪

Adulting is definitely challenging 🤯😜, I feel ya.
What are you up to tonight?

Yeah it was a nice walk actually only quick so thanks for the motivation 😉

Oh you share your pillow, you’re too nice 😆. Indi and I have bed cuddles then she knows once I am about to fall asleep she moves over to her side as I roll a lot and hate being stuck if she’s anchored me in 😆. Let’s be honest she probably claims 3/4 of the bed 🤣🤣

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I can relate to the image SO much right now @MissGremlin 😭

Feeling insignificant sounds really tough... why do you think that's coming up for you tonight? 💛

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@MissGremlin , taking one thing at a time my awesome friend 🧡

What are you doing now , relaxing

@Jynx , @Chasingsunsets 😊

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@Chasingsunsets can i just not adult for a while 😂.

Tonight I've just put myself to bed. I've got my iced coffee and my music playing. Have a headache so just took some pain relief to hopefully ease that.

Glad you enjoyed the walk 😊.

Haha Casper has slept on my pillow from day 1, I thought maybe he'd outgrow it and realise he couldn't fit but nope he still manages and honestly it doesn't worry me at all. Haha awww Indi knowing when it's time to lay on her spot ❤️. Honestly I have a queen size bed, he could have all the room he wants but nope squashing up onto my pillow is where he chooses to be 😂.

How has your day been?

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