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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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hey @MissGremlin i am hereeeee how's your Friday going?

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@rav3n honestly not great. How are you going?

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i'm in-between feeling excited and financially stressed, finally bought a new car today 😅

@MissGremlin oh nooo, wanna chat about it?

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@rav3n oh that in between feeling can be tough, but yay for a new car.

Just so much going on and so much to try and work through but I'm at breaking point so everything feels like so much effort.

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thank you!!! @MissGremlin

ughh that's the worst!! hate when it all piles up one after the other, so sorry this is happening to you. wish i could help take things off your plate and make it lighter for you. sitting with you, and i'm not letting you go 💙

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Hey @MissGremlin dang I only just saw this notification now that I'm nearly off for the evening!

I've been thinking of you, and hoping that your confusing debt situation gets sorted out asap

I know how hard each day has been recently, but you keep getting through to end of each one and that is a huge achievement in itself!

I hope the weekend bring some lightness for you and I'll catch up with you on Monday, sending hugs for now 💜

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@rav3n i just want a break, that's why my brain thinks the easy way out just to escape everything. The phone call that I got just after 4pm has thrown a whole lot of more things my way and the fact that I have to talk to a legal place to try and get advice about going to court, like I just don't have this in me. Thankyou, it really means so much to know that I'm not alone and that you are here to keep me from slipping away ❤️.

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Thanks @Ru-bee, my fault cos I haven't been on all day. Too busy trying to keep existing, it's been a long day and I've been bouncing between crisis services just to stay safe.

I hope you have a good weekend, hopefully I'll still be around to chat on Monday ❤️.

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i hear you @MissGremlin you're well overdue for a break!! wish there was some sort of life remote to just press pause for a moment.

ohh yep, the legal stuff and moving around to get this done sounds exhausting, but if there's anyone who's capable of getting through it - it's definitely you! wish it wasn't that tiring though.

always here for you 💙💙💙

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@rav3n definitely need a magic pause button, just enough for me to catch my breath.

I've already been through courts enough and I didn't want it to have to go back down that path, but I have to protect innocent lives and I'll do whatever it takes to do that.

Thankyou ❤️.

I have felt so close to the edge all day and I know it's only going to get worse as the night goes on. Secure me to this earth however you can [edited by moderator]

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