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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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hey @MissGremlin the community is here with you, you're not alone 💙

sending you big hugs!!🫂

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Thankyou @rav3n ❤️

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i like hot spicy sauce- but not in my subway haha @Sunnyside226

sure thing! i do have to hop off soon but i'll check out the recommendations tomorrow 😊

i'll try find pics of him tonight hehe. we had a bee costume for him and i think a panda one too. also gave him a frog hat, santa hat and some other lil accessories.

dogs are amazing. turtle would be really cool!! at one point i wanted a black axolotl... but i feel like i'd be terrible with looking after aquariums so maybe not. horses seem lovely, but i don't think i'd be able to look after one haha. how about you?

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no worries at all 💙 @MissGremlin what's been helping you stay safe at the moment? working on the puzzle?

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@MissGremlin I'm here for you as always

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Hello @AuntGlow, it's definitely turning out to be a good experience so far other than the little hiccup.

How are you going?

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Good evening @Chasingsunsets,

Lovely to see you here!

Totally, I think the Window of Tolerance makes dysregulation and finding regulation easier to understand. I like this blog post, let me know what you think: https://www.mindmypeelings.com/blog/window-of-tolerance

And hmm, what about starting your own thread to talk about this further? 😍

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Thank you @AuntGlow and @rav3n for your support.

I did find the courage to speak to her about my OCD experiences and she had me fill out a screener. I didn't go into detail about things that are hard for me to talk about, in that regard, but I did speak of it generally.

I might shift the conversation over to my thread, though, if that's okay because...this is the time and space to be here in support for @MissGremlin

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@NightFury well done for finding that courage, so proud of you sweet ❤️.

I don't mind you being in this thread at all sweet. I'm ok and I'm happy to still be here to support you ❤️.

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Hello @Chasingsunsets, haha that support button has a mind of its own 😂.

Early days yes but it seems to be promising. She did explain her reasoning and i do understand that these things happen, we are all only human after all.

Talking things through is helpful so I'd love to continue to do that 😊.

I managed to go back to sleep around 4am.

How has your day been?

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