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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Sounds like a nice way to chill @MissGremlin

Just taking it slowly. Laying on the floor in front of the wood heater, watching TV.

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@NightFury I'm glad you are taking it slowly. Laying in front of the wood heater, watching TV sounds lovely. What's on TV tonight, you watching anything in particular?

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I'm still watching my way though The Fosters @MissGremlin

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@NightFury oh nice. I started watching Buffy again.

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@MissGremlin you are always welcome to vent on the forums hun, we encourage it - so long as it remains recovery focused - i.e. flag that you're venting and let community know what you're needing 😉

@NightFury sorry it's been rough hun. Sending chill vibes your way 💜

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@Jynx it's just a vent, not needing anything other than to be heard and to get things out.

So it's been 2 weeks since my 2nd appointment with the counsellor was cancelled on me. I haven't heard back from them to reschedule another time and my efforts of ringing them hasn't gotten me anywhere either. It's super frustrating and of course hits hard with those feelings of rejection. I'm not sure whether i want to keep trying with this particular service or if I'm better off trying to find another service that might be able to offer counselling.

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@MissGremlin I can totally understand the frustration, confusion, and concern. You deserve to feel like your support needs matter.

Curious if it is worth the time/energy to make a formal complaint? That sometimes lights a fire under em.

I shall bid you nighty night, good luck with it all hun 💜

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Morning @NightFury my sweet. Thinking of you today as you head back to work. I hope you got a good sleep and the the day goes ok for you. Sending you hugs, you've got this sweet ❤️.

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Morning @MissGremlin

Thank you for thinking of me.

I didn't really sleep well. I woke three or four times, but thankfully, I did go back to sleep each time.

Sending hugs back to you. How was your night? Did you get some rest?

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@NightFury sorry to hear that you woke a few times but I'm glad you managed to go back to sleep. I also had a restless night and woke up a couple of times but I got enough sleep.

Thankyou for those hugs ❤️.

I hope all goes ok today, I will check in with you later on but I'll be around all day if you want to chat at anytime 😊

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