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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Oh that awesome @MissGremlin !! Pretty big then! Looks big in the pic too! Awesome!!

I definitely would be happy for a tag with your next build!! I love to see the awesome skill you all have here!! :ok_hand:

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@Chasingsunsetswe will be sure to tag you when we start the next set ☺️

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I didn't think it was difficult, but I really enjoyed doing it with someone. @Chasingsunsets @MissGremlin Having company while I Lego'd and distracted myself from anxious thoughts and difficult emotions. It was lovely. I needed that connection.

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@NightFury it definitely was a good distraction for me too and the company was amazing to have ☺️

How are you feeling sweet?

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I'm okay @MissGremlin I'm feeling kind of sad today.

I went to the mental health morning tea I was telling you about last night. It was okay, but mostly older people. Then I wandered through an art exhibition that's being held in a historic building I used to work in - taking Ghost and Paranormal tours through.

Going back into that building and soaking up the memories made me feel sad. I'm glad I went, but it was just...full of memories.

I rescheduled my Telstra appointment, because I don't want to deal with Telstra today. So, I'm having lunch and a coffee at a little Cafe and then I'll head home to Luna for a couple of hours before bowls training.

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@NightFury I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling sad, it can be hard to revisit places and have the memories that come with it. I am here for you sweet ❤️.

I'm so proud of you for going to the mental health morning tea, well done ☺️

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Yeah @MissGremlin the building holds three years of memories of friendships that I no longer have, people that are no longer in my life.

Anyway...how are you, my friend?

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@NightFury i hear you sweet and I know it must be so hard. Sending you hugs ❤️.

I'm ok, trying to find the motivation to start working on my new puzzle ☺️

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It'll happen for you @MissGremlin

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Hello my sweet @NightFury, how you going over there?

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