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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hello @AuntGlow, my weekend has been ok, it's had some really good moments. How was your weekend?

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, how are you going?

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Hey @MissGremlin

Things haven't been great here. How's it going over your way?

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@NightFury I'm sorry to hear sweet, I'm here for you ❤️.

Things are ok here, just working on my puzzle to keep distracted.

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I'm pretty sure they came back last night @MissGremlin I didn't see, but I heard.

Something or someone shook the gate hard a few times, then I heard a car door close and a car drive off.

But it was windy, and I was in bed. The win could have shaken the gate and the car a coincidence...but it didn't sound like that to me.

It scared me. I had nightmares following that and woke up feeling hypervigilant and freshly scared.

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@NightFury oh sweet, that's terrifying. You've got every right to feel the way you do, your feelings are valid. What have you been doing today to take care of yourself?

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I did my house work this morning. I did some study @MissGremlin and I talked to a service about what happened.

I've tried to eat properly today because I haven't been.

And now, I'm doing Lego.

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Well done for doing the housework and getting some study done @NightFury. I'm glad you reached out to a service to talk about what happened, I hope it helped to talk to someone.

Eating properly is important but i know how hard it is when we aren't feeling ourselves and there's other things going on.

Which set are you building?

I just finished my puzzle ☺️

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I'm working on Toothless @MissGremlin

You finished your puzzle? Wow! Well done.

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Good afternoon @MissGremlin!

What were some of your good moments from the weekend? 🤩

Mine was very full - some study, a dance rehearsal, work, a birthday party. It was really nice to have a well-rounded weekend. 🫶

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