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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Jynx Casper is doing well. That sounds like a perfect chat tomorrow ☺️.

If you get a chance tonight I could do with some hugs sent my way ❤️.

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Hi @MissGremlin

So...I only got bag numer 9 done today. I had a phone call with my uni student support advisor who gave me feedback on the draft of my assignment. Three hours later and I just submitted the good copy of my assignment.

So...I got distracted. I'll keep at it tomorrow afternoon.

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Hello @NightFury, well done for getting bag number 9 done ☺️. I hope the feedback from the uni supervisor helped, so proud of you for submitting your assignment ☺️.

Sounds like a plan for tomorrow, I worked on my puzzle for most of the day. I'm about to sit on my bed and wind down for the night.

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@MissGremlin @NightFury ooooh juuuust made it ahaha

Hugs for you both!

(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

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Niiiiight!

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Thanks for the encouragement @MissGremlin

It helped, but it also overwhelmed me and I cried.

I need to eat something and then try and do the same thing. Winding down is tough at the moment.

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Thankyou @Jynx, night night, chat tomorrow ❤️

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@NightFury anytime ☺️.

Awww sweet, can understand it would have been overwhelming and it's ok that you cried.

I know it's tough to wind down but I'm here if you'd like to chat at all. Sending you hugs ❤️

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I don't really know why I cried @MissGremlin just that I have a lot going on and having to study and engage in it, initially pushed me into overwhelm.

And admitting to him that all I want to do is pass, to get through it...because that's all I have capacity for...it was hard.

How did the puzzling go today?

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@NightFury that's probably why you cried though sweet, cos there is so much going on and it only takes that one little thing to tip us over the edge.

I can hear how hard it was for you but you are doing amazing sweet ❤️.

I've almost finished the bottom of the puzzle. I've made more progress on it today than I have since I started it over 2 months ago.

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Well done @MissGremlin on getting through more of your puzzle than you have done since you started it!

I just saw some kids wandering around the street, so I'm on edge, but I should start thinking about going to bed.

Do you have plans for tomorrow?

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