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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I know @MissGremlin maybe I just need to try and let go of the judgement of myself at the moment and let me be where ever I'm at with it. Instead of constantly questioning whether it's a "normal" reaction.

I love ham and cheese croissants too. I like tomato, but I don't like cooked tomato, so I leave out the tomato.

Maybe getting a camera for the doors would be good. They would need to be removable because this is a rental, but it's something to look into.

I think I want to start a puzzle too. I brought a couple and haven't started them. I guess maybe my intentions for the day can be...

- work on lego

- start my puzzle

- out for coffee

- study

- phone call.

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@NightFury and that's not an easy thing to do sweet, just be gentle with yourself and know that we are always here for you ❤️.

I would have had the croissants today but I ran out of ham so instead I'm having crackers with cucumber, tomato and cheese ☺️.

With the cameras, the one I have just stands alone it doesn't need to be screwed in, they are called Ring cameras ☺️.

Those all sound like perfect intentions for the day and starting a puzzle sounds like a great idea. I might work on mine today too, I want to finish it so I can start one of my stitch ones ☺️

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I'll think about the cameras as an option. @MissGremlin the police actually recommended I get some. When they did a sweep, they discovered that none of my neighbours have them. So...they recommended it.

This is the puzzle I want to start...

while I'm getting coffee up the road, maybe I'll take a quick look for like a board or a picture frame that I can do it on...because I think I want to keep it because it's pretty.

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@NightFury oohhh that puzzle is gorgeous 😍. I reckon it's definitely one to keep in a frame after you've done it. Hope you enjoy getting coffee up the road ☺️.

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What are you up to over there @MissGremlin ?

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@NightFury working on my puzzle. I baked a carrot cake earlier but I still have to make the icing ☺️. What are you up to?

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Sorting puzzle pieces @MissGremlin

I've jist come back from up the road. I had a subway wrap for lunch, and now I'm sorting my puzzle pieces.

Carrot cake? Yummy!

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@NightFury well done for going up the road sweet, hope you enjoyed the subway wrap ☺️.

Do you have puzzle trays to sort out the pieces or do you just lay them on a table?

I'm hoping the cake is yummy, I've never actually made a carrot cake before.

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I brought a big piece of ply board while I was out, to sort out my puzzle pieces on and do the puzzle on. @MissGremlin

I love carrot cake, particularly if it has walnuts and good icing.

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@NightFury oh awesome, how many pieces is the puzzle?

Carrot cake is delicious but I'm devastated that i don't have walnuts 😭.

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