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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury i hear you sweet. I know what it's like when things are tough, I'm taking things moment by moment myself right now. You are doing amazing to just keep going sweet, you've got this and we've got you ❤️.

As for being ok, well I'm as ok as I can be. Things are getting a bit overwhelming but I'm doing what I can to stop it spiralling too far out of control.

No worries, I hope sleep comes easily for you and you have a restful nights sleep ❤️

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I don't know how amazing I'm doing at keeping going @MissGremlin I feel like I'm just managing the minimum.

Well done on putting things into place to help support yourself through a challenging time. If I'm doing amazing, then so are you!

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@NightFury my sweet, I'm only managing the bare minimum here aswell. The most simplest of tasks can feel like such a challenge when things are tough. But you're getting up each day, and you're doing what you need to do in order to survive. So that in itself is amazing and then you are reaching out for support cos you want things to change, you want to get better so you really are doing amazing sweet, I know it's hard to see it yourself but we see it and we are proud of you ❤️.

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Hugs @MissGremlin

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@NightFury sending you hugs aswell sweet. Hope your day goes ok, thinking of you ❤️

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Having a really hard time this morning @MissGremlin but I'm at work.

Hope your day goes okay.

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@NightFury deep breaths sweet ❤️. I'll be around today if you need to chat at any point.

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Hello my sweet @NightFury, been thinking about you. How are you feeling?

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Hey @MissGremlin I'm feeling pretty messy.

I've been working my way through SI since this morning and then after work, I had a pretty full on intake assessment call for a new counselling session. After which...I felt pretty triggered and emotional and angry at myself. And I just don't know if it's something I want to take on at the moment.

Tonight I feel wiped out. I think I just want to curl up in bed soon.

How are you?

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@NightFury oh sweet it sounds like a full on day for you. I can understand your feelings after the call but please try to be gentle with yourself, you don't have to decide anything right now. It's ok to take time to think about this but for tonight I think curling up in bed and trying to get a good night's sleep might be the best thing. Sending you gentle hugs sweet ❤️.

Me, well yeah I'm just plodding along the best I can.

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