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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Busy, purposeful, more than well, but hopefully I will have a good weekend. @MissGremlin You take care, doing your thing. We do notice when people drop off in posting, but you don’t have to explain or apologise.

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@Appleblossom Good morning how are you? Thank you. I too felt happy when I saw @MissGremlin had tagged me. I genuinely enjoy their company here and am happy to be here for support should they need it.

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Awww @Cuddlebear, thankyou ❤️.

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Hi @MissGremlin

How are you doing, my friend?

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@MissGremlin You’re very welcome. I hope Caspar and yourself are enjoying your day today.

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Hello my sweet @NightFury, I'm doing as ok as I can be. How are you going? I saw that you decided to take a day off today, I'm so proud of you for taking that step. You deserve to take some time to care for yourself ❤️

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@Cuddlebear Casper is laying with me as he always is, always watching, always making sure I'm ok.

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It's been a big couple of weeks @MissGremlin and I feel absolutely exhausted. After a meltdown and lots of tears last night, I decided I needed a day to recalibrate and reset.

Tomorrow I'm having a heart rate monitor fitted for 24 hours and that is impacting on my anxiety levels too.

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@NightFury can completely understand that exhausted feeling. Hope you've been able to rest today.

I know how nerve wracking it can be having to wear the heart rate monitor, but you already know there's an underlying condition and as long as that hasn't changed then you can get more support with your anxiety with medications. I'll be here with you every step of the way ❤️

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