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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Mar 2025, 8:19 pm AEDT

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor11 July 2025, 8:54 pm AEST

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Hello @MissGremlin , @NightFury

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor11 July 2025, 8:57 pm AEST

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@NightFury i waited all day to connect to my regular service that I connect with only to end the chat cos I didn't know what to even say. All that came out was negatives, apologising for just being there and bothering them. I feel so empty but yet so full on thoughts, feelings and emotions, how is that even possible.

Trying to distract myself, I've got my TV show on and I'm trying to colour but honestly my head is all over the place.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor11 July 2025, 8:57 pm AEST

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Hi @Shaz51

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NightFurySenior Contributor11 July 2025, 9:04 pm AEST

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It can be hard to communicate sometimes @MissGremlin especially when it comes to describing how we feel, or talking about how we feel.

It can be even more so, when our brain's are telling us we don't matter, or we're a burden or when we're afraid of saying how we're feeling and what's happening for us.

I don't have the words sometimes, so I totally understand.

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NightFurySenior Contributor11 July 2025, 9:05 pm AEST

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Hi @Shaz51!

Hope you're feeling better, my friend.

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NightFurySenior Contributor11 July 2025, 9:32 pm AEST

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@MissGremlin ❤️ how you doing?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor11 July 2025, 9:33 pm AEST

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@NightFury I'm not ok, not today.

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NightFurySenior Contributor11 July 2025, 9:34 pm AEST

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I'm worried about you @MissGremlin

I'm here and I'm holding space for you, if you need.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor11 July 2025, 9:38 pm AEST

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@NightFurythanks sweet. I'm sorry i haven't been up for talking, I tried but I just can't.

I hope you can get a good night's rest.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor11 July 2025, 9:41 pm AEST

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Goodnight my friends 🧡 @MissGremlin , @NightFury , see 👀 you tomorrow xx

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