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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I've boiled the jug @Shaz51 and I've just popped some chicken sausages in the fry pan. I'm going to have them in bread for lunch.

I love the tea-pot!

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soo proud of you @NightFury 😍

ohh that sounds yumm , chicken sausages

I have the jug on here too

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I'm not doing food well at the moment @Shaz51 I think it's the medication my GP put me on stealing my apetite. So I have to make a conscious effort to eat even when I'm not feeling it.

So, I went to the supermarket this morning and brought easy, excuse free food and things that I know I like to eat.

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that is a good idea @NightFury and to eat small snacks throughout the day is good too

I have diabetes and kidney disease so i cant eat big meals anymore as i feel sick

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Hey @MissGremlin Hope you are home safe with what you need.

I really avoid big shopping centres. Lots of triggers. I am enjoying the smaller supermarkets, and have changed from tongue tied, anxious and panicky, to quite chatty in the last 20 years

thanks for cuppa @Shaz51 @NightFury @rav3n

 

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@Shaz51 the small snacks is about all I can manage too. So, I try to eat when I'm hungry and not stress meal times too much, but I'm also conscious that 99% of the time I'm not hungry and 1% of the time I'm so hungry that I start to feel sick. I'm also trying to eat even when I'm not feeling it, so that I don't get to that point.

I think it's just learning to adjust.

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Is it too late for me to join in for a cuppa? @Shaz51 @NightFury @Appleblossom @MissGremlin

I was in a meeting but would love a warm drink. It's such a wet and windy day here so having a cuppa with some lovely people sounds like the perfect way to spend the afternoon.

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Of course you can join @Ru-bee

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Did you see my ice cream cone tea pot @Ru-bee 😊

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Yay! Thank you @NightFury

@Shaz51 I love all your fun teapots! I used to have a small teapot collection, my most out there one looked like a flower and it was too delicate to use as I was so sure I'd chip it! It was a bit similar to this, but a purple flower:

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