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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MJG017 I'm glad you haven't had covid, the first time I had it I only 1 day of being achey, the 2nd day my nose was stuffy then after that I was fine. This time however it's just not getting better my whole body still aches and my head hurts, my doctor is ringing at 12.30pm today so I'll chat to him about it then. Fingers crossed you stay germ free, your partner can keep them to herself 😂. But I do hope she is feeling better.

Oh don't you worry i have that hope and I'm keeping it locked away from everyone other than you, so it's well and truly safe. I'm sorry that things are so hard for you and yes I know that feeling all too well. I'm sending you those positive vibes and no-touchy but still awkward hugs ♥️.

Haha silly Luna playing with the water stream, I suppose it's better than being scared of water 😂. What is it with animals sitting and staring at us while we shower, it's not weird at all 😂. Awww being scared of Ryker but yet chasing Roughy around. She is such a little character 😂

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Hello @NightFury, just checking in with you 😊

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@MissGremlin I'm here. I've been out watching M dance. M is my niece's half sister.

Got some big feelings coming up today so just trying to sit with them...they're uncomfortable. I'm having moments of dysregulation and where I need to remind myself not to hold my breath. But I'm here.

How's it on your end?

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@NightFury I'm glad you are here. Hope you enjoyed watching her dance.

Those big feelings can be so uncomfortable to sit with. I'm right there with you today so know that you're not alone. I'm here if I can help at all.

I'm still struggling with this covid and my doctor told me off. I'm just doing my puzzle and enjoying a cuppa.

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@MissGremlin something happened last night and I think I scared myself. Now just kind of sitting with my feelings around that.

Your doctor told you off? Oh no! Sounds like it was hard.

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@NightFury sorry to hear it. I know that feeling though, I'm still annoyed at myself for my recent actions.

Yeah, I mean he had every right to really. Just hoping it doesn't go further than that but he does have a duty of care aswell. This is why I struggle to be honest and open cos how can you trust when you worry that something might happen if you tell the truth. But anyway that's what I'm sitting with at the moment, the anxiety and worry isn't great so distraction time it is.

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@MissGremlin I so get that. I've had similar thoughts recently, with supports and being open and honest about what's happening for me.

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@NightFury it's honestly like a catch 22 situation, dammed if you do dammed if you don't. Can be so frustrating.

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@MissGremlin exactly, I can understand how it feels and can relate.

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@NightFury i really despise school holidays.

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