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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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definitely not letting go, we've got you @MissGremlin 💜

i've also got backup magnet boosting supplies on hand 😉

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@rav3n @Jynx thankyou ❤️. I'm safe now I think, at least that's what I'm trying to tell myself. Ok now I just need to breathe and try to calm myself down.

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@MissGremlin proud of you!! Still squishing you too, you ain't goin NOWHERE!

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Thankyou @Jynx ❤️. Shaking so much right now, that was too much 😞. I'm sitting in a corner wrapped in a blanket, too scared to even move.

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do you a plushie to join in and wrap your arms around? @MissGremlin or even a pillow to squeeze tight?

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Not with me @rav3n and I can't move yet.

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@MissGremlin keep on keeping on with your breath darlin, movement will return in time. You're just getting through the next ten minutes, that's all you need to focus on right now 💜

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@Jynx each breath is such a struggle, it's like someone is crushing my lungs and not allowing them to fill with enough air. Why does time feel like it's going so slow right now, like each moment feels like forever.

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that's totally okay, don't worry about the plushie. i'm with Jynx - take your time, we're here with you still 💜 @MissGremlin

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@rav3n i want to get to my bed but I can't, I'm frozen here.

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