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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@AuntGlow yep I'll be fine, don't worry about me.

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Well, I will be here to check-in again tomorrow, how does that sound? @MissGremlin 💛

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Ok @AuntGlow. night.

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@MissGremlin 🫂

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When you find things that just really hit hard in the way you are feeling.

 

 

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@MissGremlin Honestly yesterday for me felt like something else - I feel it was more physically than mentally. I don’t know what it is now that’s making me feel uncertain for general. But at the same time I should be ‘excited’ or look forward to be getting other ibs related supplements my naturopath prescribed me a while ago & change my Multivitamins to the multivitamins she prescribed me as well instead of the multivitamins I’m taking now that my mums kinda ‘pressuring ’ me to take …😒 I want to get over that feeling, but right now I can’t seem to.

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@Blackcloud is so hard when we can't work out why we feel the way we do. I know your mum might mean well but you shouldn't feel pressured into taking anything. I'm sorry you are feeling this way sweet, sending you hugs ❤️

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@MissGremlin @When my mum found out in the past that I decided to make a shift from taking the ones she strongly suggests I take (the brand is Swisse) to different supplements, she says that I have acted more worse and seem more unhappy when I stopped taking them 😑 it’s really frustrating to hear from her like I get she means well but a lot of the times it seems that she cares too much (even WAY too much). Because of this, sometimes I wish I didn’t have a mother to be honest. If I do let her know again that I’m not taking the swisse multivitamins anymore then I know what her response is gonna be like again by the time I do let her know (whenever I feel it’s the right time)

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@Blackcloud i can understand how frustrating that would be to hear and I'm sorry that you are made to feel that way sweet. It's your choice of what supplements you want to take, not hers. Yes she can make suggestions but she shouldn't be making you feel bad by saying things just because she isn't happy with the ones you are taking. It makes me so sad that you feel like this sweet (feeling like you wish you didn't have a mother) cos I know all too well what it's like.

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