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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin I am...struggling tonight.

I'm trying to decide if I need to reach out.

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perfect, i've got my cappuccino now, i'll pop in here throughout the night! @NightFury @MissGremlin @Blackcloud

@MissGremlin to be fair, that marble one looked tricky! i'd assume it would take much longer to get done... hopefully you find your marbles soon 😋

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@MissGremlin I just logged into my account on afterpay and WHOO thank god I’m currently restricted from having to pay back the repayments that I otherwise would be repaying back at this stage. It was actually relieving that they got back to me after I told them in details that I can’t pay them back at this stage and why that is. Otherwise if I did then I wouldn’t be able to have enough money to pay for rent in the next upcoming fortnights and so forth. I’m kinda relieved now but I’ll be talking to my regular counsellor at kids helpline tonight

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@NightFury sitting with you sweet. Is there anything we can do that would help right now?

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@rav3n i feel like it's going to be a rough night and that worries me. Enjoy your cappuccino.

It's definitely taking time to do. I don't think I ever had any marbles to start with 😂

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@Blackcloud that's so good sweet, glad they got back to you. Hope the chat with the counsellor helps tonight.

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@MissGremlin just sit with me tonight? I don't need anything else. Just someone to sit with so that I know that I'm not on my own over here.

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@NightFury I can definitely do that, you are not alone ❤️.

I feel things crashing down so fast right now. Music is on, puzzle is still slowly happening.

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@MissGremlin oooh what kind of music genre do you like to listen to normally, if you don't mind me asking?

and puzzles seem like a fun distraction!! 🙂

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@Blackcloud i was just reading about the afterpay story you posted - so glad that they've offered a different repayment amount! glad you've got that upcoming chat with the counsellor tonight, will be nice to get things off your chest 💜

@MissGremlin i hear you, nights can be especially challenging. you're not alone, we're all here for you. keep taking things slow 💜

sending you all some extra hugs, i know its been rough lately and you've all pushed through together @Blackcloud @MissGremlin @NightFury

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