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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin

Yeah, it feels like that all life has become... just an autopilot on "pushing through". Drs keep saying I have to keep fighting, but at this stage it fells like about as much as a fight as me getting in the ring with Mike Tyson after making fun of his face tattoos and telling him he punches like my grandma.

Hi @NightFury, I did the trauma informed care unit in my studies as well last term. How did you find it? I thought it was very interesting. I got a bit carries away with my assignment. It came in at 30 pages! My lecturer says she sighs and gets herself comfortable... ready for a long evening every time she sees my name on an assignment ever since! 😁 She did say it was excellent though so I do try to be nice and try not to make them so long now. But I don't really do short and concise. I hope your own studies are going well.

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@MJG017 i get that feeling, I really do. I know it's hard to keep fighting when things are so hard and I wish it wasn't like this for you. Sending you those awkward no-touchy hugs ❤️.

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@MJG017 I see your reply and I will answer it, I just need a minute.

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Thankyou for being such an amazing community here and for being so welcoming. I've loved being a part of this space and receiving support and being able to support others but it's time for me to leave here (forums). I truly wish you all well on your recovery journeys, it's been an honour to share part of the journey with you. Keep being the amazing people you are ❤️

Thankyou all again ❤️

@MJG017 @Bunniekins @NightFury @Jynx @RiverSeal @rav3n @Ru-bee @AuntGlow

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@MissGremlin I want to say...please don't leave, but I know I'm not supposed to...

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@NightFury i just don't feel I belong in this space anymore. I'm sorry, I've loved chatting to you and going through grounding exercises with you and I really do wish you the best ♥️.

I have tears streaming already, it hurts like hell leaving the forums but I just feel it's for the best.

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@MissGremlin

I won't ask why, I'm just saddened and sorry that you're in a position where you feel it is for the best. Just know that I've truly appreciated our chats and the support you've shown more. More than my own (so called) family ever has, so your kindness and support has always meant a lot to me. Just know that if you ever feel in a position to be able come back you will be more than welcome. It's going to leave quite a hole here.

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@NightFury wrote:

MJG017 I see your reply and I will answer it, I just need a minute.


@NightFury No worries at all, please don't feel like you need to rush. Especially preparing for one of those family gatherings... I know I struggle to get my head in a place ready to deal with those!

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You belong here as much as anyone @MissGremlin but of course, whatever you choose we will support you in. If you want to take some time away, that's always an option - we will be here for ya when you feel ready to come back!! All sorts of flexible ways we can support you hun.

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@MJG017 I've appreciated you more than you could ever know, from the very first time I connected here you were one of the first i interacted with. You spent so long just talking to me and we even pulled all nighters sharing jokes and riddles just to pass the time. I really hope that something comes up soon treatment wise for you that can help you cos having to just wait things out just doesn't seem fair. Thankyou for always chatting to me, I've loved every moment of it. Give Luna cuddles for me and as always those awkward no-touchy hugs for you ♥️.

And just because it's our thing here's a few cheesy jokes.

What kind of boat do you hit with a stick on your birthday?

A pin-yacht-a.

Why are witches good drivers?

They know how to drive a stick.

What kind of train needs a tissue?

An achoo-choo train!

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