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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin daww your post made me smile so much!! You are so sweet 💜

Also you two, @NightFury @MissGremlin this has absolutely warmed me to see!! Glad to hear the grounding has been helpful.

I shall say goodnight!! 😋

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@Jynx awww yay I made you smile, that makes me smile ❤️.

Getting good at these grounding exercises 😂.

Night night sweet Jynxy ❤️

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Good night @Jynx

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@MissGremlin you awake over there?

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@NightFury i am. You ok?

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@MissGremlin just the normal night time routine...weird dreams, woke up alone and in the dark feeling kinda icky and scared.

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@NightFury oh sweet, that's so rough. I'm right here with you ❤️

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@MissGremlin weird fact...I broke my arm as a child falling from the top of the monkey bars.

In my dream, I was crossing the monkey bars and I couldn't hold on. My hand slipped and I fell and there was just this big black hole. I fell through it. I woke with that feeling of falling.

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@NightFury oh those dreams when you wake up with that falling feeling is horrible, it happens to me so much. It leaves you feeling so shaken.

Ouch to falling off the monkey bars, I broke my arm doing a one handed handstand after falling off the pole on the playground at school. I used to love being on top of the monkey bars, it was my favourite place to be 😂.

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@MissGremlin yeah, it wasn't a nice way to wake up. My head was pounding and I feel a bit icky in the belly. I didn't know whether to reach out or not because it's super late...

Ouch...a one handed hand stand. Lol. A hand stand landed me in hospital once. I was showing off and doing a handstand push up, I fell backwards - hit my head in the ground, it bounced off, then hit again. I ended up with concussion. Lol.

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