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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@rav3n fictional character from Stargate SG1.

@MDT is familiar with the character Brigadier General Jack O’Neill.

I know who actor Theo James is. A good Greek lad. Born in Oxford.

I’m sure he will leave his wife for you. She’s so unattractive.

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@Jynx that's what I'm doing. Just really not feeling great 😕

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@Jynx I love what you wrote and it really means so much ❤️.

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@Glisten i hope a real life version of Brigadier General Jack O’Neill finds his way to you and proposes 🙏

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you got this @MissGremlin even though it's hard, you're pushing on. sending you kind energy to help you get through tonight 💙

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Thanks @rav3n ❤️

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Aww thank you @rav3n That is a lovely thought. I appreciate it 😊

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@MissGremlin yay, very glad. And sorry that you're enduring so much body ick tonight, definitely always makes me feel more fragile and vulnerable - so be gentle with your wonderful self as best you can ok? Sending some soft hugs your way hun, nighty night 🫂🫂

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Thanks @Jynx, night night ❤️

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@MissGremlin wrote:

I saw this and straight away thought of you ❤️

 


@MissGremlin Thank you, i really love that. It probably says a lot about me the the line i identified with the most was "The broken soul who stared at the stars".

I think we do tend to focus on helping others when we can't help ourselves. It may because because it's out of our control, or we don't think we a worthy... or a bit of both. Or do we just give up after trying so hard and so long to fix ourselves that we need to find an outlet now for all that care now that we're not giving it to ourselves? I wonder if subconsciously, we go through so much without anyone helping us, it just becomes far too painful to see the same thing potentially happening to anyone else. Like we can't fix ourselves, not from want of trying, but damned if we're going to watch someone else suffer.

I was reading the last few posts. Are you feeling any better now? I'll be here for while playing my game if you want to chat.

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