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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin anxious, my belly feels like it's tied in knots. I've done some breathing exercises, just trying to ride it out

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@NightFury i hate when it feels like that's all you can do is ride it out, like nothing else has worked. It's so frustrating. I'm here if you wanna chat or even try another grounding technique.

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@Jynx are you still around?

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@MissGremlin it is frustrating. Same for you, my friend. I don't know what I want to do right now...maybe just chat for now?

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@NightFury ok, we can chat.

How's your beautiful doggy going?

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@MissGremlin she's had a few anxious moments this week too.

I got a new electric blanket earlier in the week. I put it on the bed and the next day, she chewed one of the cords on it. I couldn't growl at her though because I know how unsettled it can make you feel. She's asleep on the couch beside me.

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@NightFury Awww poor sweet.

I remember you getting the electric blanket, sounds like it unsettled her a bit. Glad she is asleep next to you.

Do you have any plans for the weekend?

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@MissGremlin yeah, she doesn't like it when things are different and that morning the routine was different and the electric blanket was a new thing.

My weekend?

I have an assignment due at midnight on Sunday, but I don't want to go anywhere or do anything, so I'm having a weekend at home. What about you?

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@NightFury that's fair, I don't like when things are different so I know how she feels.

I hope you get the assignment done and it's not too stressful for you. I don't have any plans for the weekend.

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Me too @MissGremlin me too.

It's the last one for this unit, so after it's done, I get a couple of weeks off before the next unit starts.

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