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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury oh yes, worries at all!

@MissGremlin

V - Video Games - Lana Del Rey

W - Wait - M83

X - XO - Beyonce

Y - You found me - The Fray

Z - Zombie - The Cranberries

doneee!! how was that?

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Love this! What's your favourite song out of all the ones you have listed?

Also, fun fact: I was in a production of Xanadu when I was a teenager - I played Calliope. I had to sing 'Evil Woman', It was very fun and silly. @MissGremlin

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@AuntGlow i don't have any favourites, i physically can't pick.

That's awesome and sounds like lots of fun.

@rav3n i have to go to the shops now, so i think I'm somewhat ok to attempt that.

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@AuntGlow @rav3n when someone thinks you work in the store you are shopping in and asks you to help them find something. Can confirm i had a mini panic attack 😂

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hahahah nooo @MissGremlin i unfortunately am one of those people who asked an innocent customer where i could bread crumbs 😂

hope you're feeling a lil less panicked now 💙

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@rav3n i mean it's lucky I do know where everything is so was able to help 😂.

Just finishing my shopping and then running to my car and hoping it starts cos I'm massively leaking coolant and the shop i get it from doesn't seem to have it anymore so now I have to tackle dealing with that.

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haha even better @MissGremlin 😆

yikesss! hopefully you're able to get the car working and the coolant issue patched up soon. sometimes its like you tick on things off the list and 2 more add on!

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@rav3n car is pretty well screwed and I've got noone to help with it nor can i afford to pay anyone or buy parts. It's just one thing after another, the drama never stops. Anyway I'm back home now, I wanna curl into a ball and cry.

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that's sucks!! how long have you had your car for? @MissGremlin it's frustrating when we already gotta pay heaps to buy the car, then we have to keep paying for it maintenance, insurance and all - absolutely hear how exhausting it is. it's hard yet you're pushing thru, hugs to you 💙

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@rav3n a few years now, was ok when i had a friend that would help do work on it. I have my ex that will help but that comes at a cost to me and i don't see why i should have to put myself in that situation. Wouldn't be so bad if the cost of living wasn't so ridiculous, I used to be able to afford things. I'm facing being homeless again cos I can't afford the stupid rent increase they did back in March and the bills are starting to stack up.

Need to slow things down right now, I'm getting too worked up.

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