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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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V - Venison

W - Watermelon

X - Xylitol

Y - Yam

Z - Zucchini....

@MissGremlin we made it!

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@NightFury we did. I feel like my brain has had a good workout 😂.

How are you feeling now?

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Oh, I completely get that! I think I have had my ups and downs today too, so you're not alone. @MissGremlin

I can see you are connecting with people here, which is always lovely to read.

Did anything happen to make you smile today?

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@MissGremlin better, ready to curl up in a ball.

I just put the kettle on so I'm going to have a frothy Milo and chocolate.

You doing better?

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@AuntGlow i got frustrated earlier cos I didn't catch myself before things went out of control but there was literally no warning signs. Things just hit out of nowhere but I still reached out here and had some random chats then we have been running through some grounding exercises.

Nothing today unfortunately, maybe tomorrow though.

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@NightFury I'm glad to hear.

Hope you enjoy your yummy Milo and chocolate 😊.

I'm doing ok for now I think.

Thankyou for tonight ♥️

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No, it's me who needs to thank you @MissGremlin

I'm glad you're having an okay moment.

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@NightFury always happy to help ♥️.

Its definitely better than the moments before that for sure.

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@MissGremlin I brought a new blanket for my bed and an electric blanket, they arrived today. I put them straight onto my bed. So, I can't wait to get in it and be all toasty and warm.

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@NightFury oh that's awesome. I love my electric blanket, although I get too hot so can't have it on for long 😂.

Hopefully when you get into bed it's like a nice cosy and warm hug ❤️

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