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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury oh that's horrible. Cinnamon is not a good thing to try and eat by the spoonful.

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@AuntGlow before I forget and cos I don't have anywhere to write it down right now. A smile moment for me is that I just gave Casper a treat to chew and he is pouncing around trying to play with it ❤️

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@NightFury omg, yep cinnamon is much worse!! i can't believe it was a trend not long ago, i remember watching 'try not laugh' challenges with people keeping cinnamon in their mouths 😅

@MissGremlin hahah so fair, i have a few crotchet kits and paint by numbers that i told myself i'll 'start' tomorrow... tomorrow was in February 😆

aw yayyy getting new stationary is the best feeling!! how long do your pencils usually last ya?

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@MissGremlin new pencils equals more colouring! Gotta love new stationary!

@rav3n it's a lesson you learn very quickly.

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@rav3n haha yep I'm the same, I have so many crafts that I've brought and told myself that I'll do that over the weekend etc and they are still sitting there not touched 😂.

It was so exciting when they came and it's 100 different colours 😍. Umm some colours will last longer than others, but when they start getting short i get anxiety over them running out. But the pack I'm still using I've had for a couple of months I think.

By the way this is what I mean by getting short.😂

 

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@NightFury yes, gotta love being able to do more colouring 😊

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Awww I love this so much! Thank you for sharing @MissGremlin. ❤️

(pics please heheh)

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@AuntGlow i didn't get pics of him with his treat as I was busy at the time. But here's two pics I just took, the second one is him giving me hugs, if you ask for hugs that's what he does ❤️.

 

 

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I love him so much!

😭 < this would be me if I got to hold him. hahah @MissGremlin

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@AuntGlow he is super cute and very affectionate ❤️.

Haha he really makes my heart melt, everyone needs Casper cuddles, oh and you might get nibbles 😂.

I don't know whether to remove that last photo cos I didn't realise you could see some of my scars and I don't want to trigger anyone 😕

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