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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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sounds like a good plan for tonight @MissGremlin and yes, i'd love to join in - i was just thinking it was time for another cup of coffee hehe!! 💙

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Yes, of course! What kind of cuppa are we having tonight? 🍵 @MissGremlin @rav3n

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hi @NightFury i'm alright! had a socially draining weekend so still recovering from that. how are you going?

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@AuntGlow @rav3n think i just need a bit of TLC tonight. I'm having a cup of green tea, made it nice and hot so I get that warming sensation as I feel it going down into my belly 😊

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I totally get that. @MissGremlin

What could 'tlc' look like tonight?

Green tea is sooo good for you in many ways, so I think this was a good choice. 👏

I am thinking that another coffee could be nice for me to work with... at the same time, I should probably do decaf at this hour. 😅

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@rav3n I've not been great. I had a super anxious day today, driven by the fact that I forgot to pay my rent yesterday. I paid it first thing this morning, when I went..."oh, was I supposed to pay rent yesterday?". It's ridiculous. I'm failing at many things at the moment and adulting is one of those things.

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@AuntGlow I'm not entirely sure. Ideally I'd like to sit down and rest and do some of my puzzle but reality is that I don't get that opportunity. I won't get to sit down until bedtime now.

Green Tea is yummy and good for you.

I can't drink hot coffee, I used to have a sachet one that was like a mocha thing but I got over them and too much would upset my tummy.

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@NightFury your not failing at adulting although I do understand the feeling. But there's alot going on and you are doing the best you can, be gentle with yourself sweet ❤️

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I don't know @MissGremlin but thank you.

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ooo green tea sounds nice and soothing! @MissGremlin @AuntGlow i'm having a cappuccino, i really wanted an iced coffee but this weather makes me want to drink some warm.

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